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what it is. strait shit here. life is lame like always but im hurtin real bad and needed to get it out. im stuck, lost and confused. i cut way back on the drugs(again) i quit strippin now im doing landscapeing but it pays ok im really missin my friends on here. life isn't the same when theres noone to understand you and noone that relates to you. im dying inside. its killin me not to just do what i want. be with who i want im so unhappy but i see no way out. im tryin to get into cinci state since i didnt end up moveing to dayton. got a gay ass apt. in clifton. it sucks my phone got shut off cause it rained all week and i couldnt make money. besides i broke it throwing it against the wall anyway:( im stupid get me away from my life!!!