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k im still sick and that sucks but i heard back about the job i took the test for and i passed yay i start tommorrow incase your wonderin where im at, yay for workin like 50 hours a week its the goods. lets see what else... im broke but thats ok cause i wont be for long. i hate it when people i know have a hard time. i complain alot but my lifes just shitty cause thats how i made it. i cant wait to start this job i know ill probally hate it but its work and mass hours. everyone should send rabitt money 8706 pine rd cincinnati ohio 45242 just cause im fresh and u love me. i wanna get high n cuddle. sams suposed to come see me soon i hope she does i guess we'll see how much i mean to her. ive been feelin hella neglected latley but thats not new either. atleast my eye balls quit melting thats a good thing.
The most vigorous pain precedes my veins,nothing to help me. Into this body I seek. Nothing on earth can stop this now. Stop this suffering I am experiencing. I groan with untold agony. Overcoming the emptiness of my body, mind, and soul. The path I choose is long and vacant to everyone but me. No angel sits on my shoulder, to guide me through the darkness I have put myself in. You know what I can do? Unlock my own fate, with the key I hold within. Take the light that grows inside me, and let it burn. There's nothing I want more, then my pain to cease. Where does this reverence go? Into a pool of my own stupidity. The suffering I am occurring grows stronger into my vein's. Making my blood boil over the rim of life. I'm drawing closer to the edge of my own spirit's conclusion. I can only be myself, not the person you long for me to be. I cant stop the pain that torments my mind. I guess I'm running out of time, time I don't have, time I'll never get. Inside my own prison, my mind, my hurt. Traped in a sea of lonelyness....but only of my own makeing.
The most vigorous pain precedes my veins,nothing to help me. Into this body I seek. Nothing on earth can stop this now. Stop this suffering I am experiencing. I groan with untold agony. Overcoming the emptiness of my body, mind, and soul. The path I choose is long and vacant to everyone but me. No angel sits on my shoulder, to guide me through the darkness I have put myself in. You know what I can do? Unlock my own fate, with the key I hold within. Take the light that grows inside me, and let it burn. There's nothing I want more, then my pain to cease. Where does this reverence go? Into a pool of my own stupidity. The suffering I am occurring grows stronger into my vein's. Making my blood boil over the rim of life. I'm drawing closer to the edge of my own spirit's conclusion. I can only be myself, not the person you long for me to be. I cant stop the pain that torments my mind. I guess I'm running out of time, time I don't have, time I'll never get. Inside my own prison, my mind, my hurt. Traped in a sea of lonelyness....but only of my own makeing.