You know what?

[vampyric_pariah]

I'm such a fucking loser. There's absolutely nothing wrong with me. Why am I so tired? Why do I feel so ill all the fucking time, and why do I wake up every morning and cough up blood?

And how could I go from happy to life-hatingly depressed? In half an hour.

I hate myself. If I met me I'd shoot me for being such a fucking miserable ugly bitch.