A Bit Of An Update...
Jeremy and I had a huge falling out. There is definitely no go with that relatinoship, let alone that friendship, right now.
Shawn and I kinda stopped talking. We kinda 'broke up'. I do miss him, as I did (will always) love him...but it's a hard subject.
I'm dating someone new.
Someone I have liked for quite some time now, but did not recognize myf eelings for him until he spoke his to me.
Casey.
I met him the same time I met Shawn, ironically.
He's a sweetheart.
And I do love him.
I just cannot tell him how I feel, for some odd reason...^_^. I cannot tell him, "I love you". I do not know why. I can tell Charles how I feel about him. I can tell Jeremy how I feel about him. But I cannot tell it to his face.
It's new, loving someone who isn't Shawn. I have nolye ver loved Shawn. Everyone else I claim to have loved was not love. Jared was not love. Jason was not love. Jared was just sex. Jason was...I don't even know.
I mean, yeah, Sabrina was love, but on a friendly level, and I never know what's going on with leslie and I, ya know?
I'm sitting in the clubhouse on campus with my boyfriend...my BOYFRIEND. I have not been able to say that in years. I think Ivan was the last person I technically called my 'boyfriend'.
It's nice.
It's romantic. There's making love, not sex. There's cuddling, and being held...it's new to me. It's kinda scary, but beautiful at the same time. Though he is younger than me, age has always been a simple number to me, nothing important to focus upon. I like him. I love him. I really do, and I think I shall keep him.
I came out of another closet. As a Furry. (Ask around, look it up). Lily_Anne. I'm a furry Norwegian Forest Kitty! Meow!
Anyway, that is my update. Hope you enjoyed the short dramatics. ;)
LUFF!!
Shawn and I kinda stopped talking. We kinda 'broke up'. I do miss him, as I did (will always) love him...but it's a hard subject.
I'm dating someone new.
Someone I have liked for quite some time now, but did not recognize myf eelings for him until he spoke his to me.
Casey.
I met him the same time I met Shawn, ironically.
He's a sweetheart.
And I do love him.
I just cannot tell him how I feel, for some odd reason...^_^. I cannot tell him, "I love you". I do not know why. I can tell Charles how I feel about him. I can tell Jeremy how I feel about him. But I cannot tell it to his face.
It's new, loving someone who isn't Shawn. I have nolye ver loved Shawn. Everyone else I claim to have loved was not love. Jared was not love. Jason was not love. Jared was just sex. Jason was...I don't even know.
I mean, yeah, Sabrina was love, but on a friendly level, and I never know what's going on with leslie and I, ya know?
I'm sitting in the clubhouse on campus with my boyfriend...my BOYFRIEND. I have not been able to say that in years. I think Ivan was the last person I technically called my 'boyfriend'.
It's nice.
It's romantic. There's making love, not sex. There's cuddling, and being held...it's new to me. It's kinda scary, but beautiful at the same time. Though he is younger than me, age has always been a simple number to me, nothing important to focus upon. I like him. I love him. I really do, and I think I shall keep him.
I came out of another closet. As a Furry. (Ask around, look it up). Lily_Anne. I'm a furry Norwegian Forest Kitty! Meow!
Anyway, that is my update. Hope you enjoyed the short dramatics. ;)
LUFF!!