(no subject)
I feel ♥ 
high ♥
ONLY LESS THAN 2 WEEKS TILL MCR WOOOO HOOO
I am really excited about this concert I hope that all goes well . I was out yesturday and started looking around for a outfit to wear something comfy and sexy lol.. anywho I hope that I get to at least meet them but if not I will be happy with just a awesome show and pics :) Autographs a plus a hug somethin anything a plus!! I really want to ask Gerard something but I don't know it may sound stupid, in one of his interviews he had talked about how he was affraid of death from a very young age he learned how everyone was going to die including himself and he had a hard time with it for awhile then he finally found a beauty and release in death .. I myself I am exactly like that death is always on my mind , there is a fear in it and like him he lost his grandmother, and I lost my grandfather, he said it was the only real closeness he has had with death as with me with my grandfather who died of a massive heartattack in front of me when I was about 13 or so , ever since then I have had these feelings and fears and thoughts of death . I Want to know how Gerard found beauty in it , release , and how to be ok with it .. does that make sense? probably not and I am just rambling.. I have some really deep thoughts sometimes imagine that .. well I will go for now I am off to make some fanart blends or something ♥
high ♥
ONLY LESS THAN 2 WEEKS TILL MCR WOOOO HOOO
I am really excited about this concert I hope that all goes well . I was out yesturday and started looking around for a outfit to wear something comfy and sexy lol.. anywho I hope that I get to at least meet them but if not I will be happy with just a awesome show and pics :) Autographs a plus a hug somethin anything a plus!! I really want to ask Gerard something but I don't know it may sound stupid, in one of his interviews he had talked about how he was affraid of death from a very young age he learned how everyone was going to die including himself and he had a hard time with it for awhile then he finally found a beauty and release in death .. I myself I am exactly like that death is always on my mind , there is a fear in it and like him he lost his grandmother, and I lost my grandfather, he said it was the only real closeness he has had with death as with me with my grandfather who died of a massive heartattack in front of me when I was about 13 or so , ever since then I have had these feelings and fears and thoughts of death . I Want to know how Gerard found beauty in it , release , and how to be ok with it .. does that make sense? probably not and I am just rambling.. I have some really deep thoughts sometimes imagine that .. well I will go for now I am off to make some fanart blends or something ♥