life changes
so, i haven't updated in a while, and thing are changing for me. got home from AZ thursday night, me and whiteguy are really good. So, i guess this all starts when my parents told me if i got all B's i could get an apartment next semester. Maybe they thought i couldn't do it, or that it would make me try harder if they lied to me. Well so they wanted to talk about it in person, so yesterday and today thats mainly the only thing that i have spoken to them about. so they want me to live in the dorms for another year. they think the one person i chose to love, is a worthless peice of shit that can't make a dime. So, im getting student loans, im getting an apartment at the end of may, i applyed for a credit card today. im pretty excited, i know its gonna take alot of extra effort but im doing shit formyself, it feels good. i feel bad for my mom, i think ill try and sell or just give away alot of my shit, im cutting them off, i really want nothing to do with my dad. oh well! weeeeeeeeee for moving out!!!!