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I think that the one of the things i'm most thankful for that Christina does, is how she puts up with my shit. I'm not perfect and i never will be and i know i'm annoying sometimes but its just my nature to worry. It has to do with my past with my family and friends but i want you to know i'll try not to be a dumbshit anymore. i dont like it when i piss you off and especially when i turn a very good night into a bad one.i mean tonight should have been awesome, number one you received one of your x-mas gifts and number two i got to spend time with you. I just want to say im sorry for putting you through this and thank you for putting up with it. i will try my hardest to stop even if it means that i have to keep most of my thoughts to myself which wont happen because i rarely have these thoughts. o and next time ill try to cut back on the whole stomach things. i just want you to know that i love you and if you dont want to do anything today i understand cause i probably dont deserve to see you today. well im gonna go to bed. I love you Christina.