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feelin like shit, and alone and worthless and a bunch of other things. My entire outlook on things is just fuckin negative. and i feel like shit. and im all stressed out. *sigh* w/e i should be used to it. its not like i ever get treated right. Theres always a flaw that comes up with that anyways. i have more chances spontaniously combusting then to have more at least 2 solid years of having a steady freindship or relationship with someone without getting distant or used or left or something. Id prolly rather spontaniously combusting too..its not like i ever do anything that great. and even if i do i get no credit for it or good from it, if i do get credit its either threats or fuckin something gets taken from me..
w/e leave me alone i guess.
w/e leave me alone i guess.