Wimbats
Well now it's summer!!!! Yay! I suppose I should update more often, but oh well. ;) Nothing really new with me. Bored and I'll probably will go watch some Stargate soon. For the last day I was glad to get my art project back with a 95! I was like holy shit who killed my evil art teacher and put a nice clone in her place?? Not that I minded at all. The finals were easy. I'm glad to be done with all that. I think the whole year went by so fast though. I'm gonna really miss Mr. Davis. He was awesome! He could make me smile after a real shitty B2 class. Drawing 2 always made me get a little depressed, or quiet you could say. I guess when you work gets criticized constantly you get the "fuck it" attitude. lol After a few weeks in that class I just gave up. Always something wrong with something. *rolls eyes* lol That's why when I got a 95 I laughed my ass off because under it there was a comment about more value needed. At least she didn't notice I didn't make my border with a friggin ruler. lol Anyways it's all over with so freedom! I have a piano lesson tomorrow I probably should have worked harder for. I composed a song for it, but I'm still all "sooo uhhh what key do I play now?" Damn...guess it's gonna be one of those you have way more homework now lessons. :)All in all things seem to being good now. I know shocking! I'm writing in here and I'm not sad! It's beyond imagination!! Hmmm should probably go to bed for the piano lesson if I wanna have a chance at all not pissing him off. *sniff* The things I do for learning! Oh I wanted to post the lyrics to the songs I'm listening to right now. I was like damn I like this music, but what the hell are they saying? So when I looked I was like damn I like these songs even better now. It's just the whole mood I feel when I listen to this stuff. That's why I like music that's not vomited out every 5 seconds on Star 104, or something. Music should give you feeling and should just hold your interest. Anyways here are the lyrics.
Come Sweet Death
I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought I could
live for no one else
But not through all the hurt and pain
Its time for me to respect
the ones you love
mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever
whats done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending
I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
cant live without the trust from the ones you love.
I know we can't forget the past
you cant forget love and pride
because of that its killing me inside
It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down,
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down,
in my heart of hearts,
I know that I called never love again
I've lost everything
everything
that matters to me,
matter in this world
I wish that I could turn back time
cos now all the guilt is mine
cant live without
the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
you can't forget love and pride
because of that, its killing me inside
It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down
It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down
Everything You've Ever Dreamed
What was it she did to break your heart
Betray your heart and everything
Kiss you with a kiss that wasn't true
It wasn't you at all
Hide behind a painted smile, did you know that
You would live a lie or two
Pull the very ground from under you
And leave you nowhere else to run
You can sail the seven seas and find
Love is a place you'll never see
Passing you like a summer breeze
You feel life has no other reason to be
You can wait a million years and find
That heaven's too far away from you
Love's just a thing others do
What is love
Till it comes home to you
Did she promise you the world and did that
Girl just throw your love away
Leave you like a lonely solitare
With just despair for company
Do you think you'd find revenge so sweet
Make it so you hearts will never beat
Squeeze the very last and dying breath from
Everything you've ever dreamed
You can sail the seven seas and find
Love is a place you'll never see
Passing you like a summer breeze
You feel life has no other reason to be
You can wait a million years and find
That heaven's too far away from you
Love's just a thing others do
What is love
Till it comes home to you
Come Sweet Death
I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought I could
live for no one else
But not through all the hurt and pain
Its time for me to respect
the ones you love
mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever
whats done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending
I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
cant live without the trust from the ones you love.
I know we can't forget the past
you cant forget love and pride
because of that its killing me inside
It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down,
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down,
in my heart of hearts,
I know that I called never love again
I've lost everything
everything
that matters to me,
matter in this world
I wish that I could turn back time
cos now all the guilt is mine
cant live without
the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
you can't forget love and pride
because of that, its killing me inside
It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down
It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down
Everything You've Ever Dreamed
What was it she did to break your heart
Betray your heart and everything
Kiss you with a kiss that wasn't true
It wasn't you at all
Hide behind a painted smile, did you know that
You would live a lie or two
Pull the very ground from under you
And leave you nowhere else to run
You can sail the seven seas and find
Love is a place you'll never see
Passing you like a summer breeze
You feel life has no other reason to be
You can wait a million years and find
That heaven's too far away from you
Love's just a thing others do
What is love
Till it comes home to you
Did she promise you the world and did that
Girl just throw your love away
Leave you like a lonely solitare
With just despair for company
Do you think you'd find revenge so sweet
Make it so you hearts will never beat
Squeeze the very last and dying breath from
Everything you've ever dreamed
You can sail the seven seas and find
Love is a place you'll never see
Passing you like a summer breeze
You feel life has no other reason to be
You can wait a million years and find
That heaven's too far away from you
Love's just a thing others do
What is love
Till it comes home to you