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well.. its been a while.
My engagement ring came ages ago its perfect :) it nearly fell down the toliet mid-flush the other day my heart was in my mouth! going to start saving for the wedding after christmas, with any luck we'll be able to afford it in a couple years, i refuse to get a loan!!
Ive been getting well broody recently. its weird, because i know deep down im not ready for a baby. i know i could cope but i know for a fact that denzil would find it very difficult and it might split us up at this stage, we've got things that need sorting and sleepless nights wont help. neither of us can cope with a lack of sleep. anyway, just thinking about it really. definitely something for the future.
ive put on sooooo much weight as well i feel disgusting. i want to be strict like i used to be, eating no more than 500 calories and excercising regularly, the weight fell off me. and jumped right back on again since denzil moved in and i started work. just want to be like i used to be, losing weight all the time. Ive gone from being a borderline anorexic to being a full on binge eater, its disgusting. i want to be like i used to be it felt so good! Im gonna try my damned hardest!
anyway im gonna go, im trying to find some diet tips on the internet want to inspire myself.
Love and kisses xxxxx
My engagement ring came ages ago its perfect :) it nearly fell down the toliet mid-flush the other day my heart was in my mouth! going to start saving for the wedding after christmas, with any luck we'll be able to afford it in a couple years, i refuse to get a loan!!
Ive been getting well broody recently. its weird, because i know deep down im not ready for a baby. i know i could cope but i know for a fact that denzil would find it very difficult and it might split us up at this stage, we've got things that need sorting and sleepless nights wont help. neither of us can cope with a lack of sleep. anyway, just thinking about it really. definitely something for the future.
ive put on sooooo much weight as well i feel disgusting. i want to be strict like i used to be, eating no more than 500 calories and excercising regularly, the weight fell off me. and jumped right back on again since denzil moved in and i started work. just want to be like i used to be, losing weight all the time. Ive gone from being a borderline anorexic to being a full on binge eater, its disgusting. i want to be like i used to be it felt so good! Im gonna try my damned hardest!
anyway im gonna go, im trying to find some diet tips on the internet want to inspire myself.
Love and kisses xxxxx