Title: Dirty Secret
Pairing: Kenbin
Rating: NC 17
Warning: Omorashi, slight shaming
Summary: Hongbin thought he knew everything about Jaehwan but apparently he didn't.
I wrote this for a very close friend (my bff tbh), so hope you enjoy it love~♥
Hongbin and Jaehwan have been friends for years, they did do a lot together despite Hongbin having a close relationship with Wonshik and Jaehwan spending a lot of time with Hakyeon. They spent many nights underneath Jaehwan’s blanket telling each other stories and secretes in the dark and they even shared clumsy kisses behind closed doors. So naturally Hongbin thought he knew Jaehwan inside and out, he could rattle off basic facts like he was talking about himself and he even knew how Jaehwan would react to certain things before he was even exposed to them. Their age gap did little to hinder their friendship, while Hongbin was close with Taekwoon or Hakyeon it was nothing like with Jaehwan. He could really let his guard down and just be himself, even tease Jaehwan a bit like he would Hyuk. However, the street went both ways and Jaehwan knew a lot about Hongbin as well because, surprisingly, he was the best at keeping secrets. He couldn’t be bought out like Hyuk, and he didn’t have loose lips like Hakyeon or Wonshik so Hongbin trusted him with even the most sensitive information. In simple words, they were best friends who sometimes fooled around a bit.
It wasn’t until Hongbin came back from a schedule early that he started to wonder if Jaehwan was hiding something from him. He walked in quietly and took off his shoes, he was about to announce his arrival when he walked into the living room but stopped. Jaehwan was sitting on the couch in loose fitting clothes but what was surprising was he had his legs crossed too tightly to be normal and he was hunched over. His hands were in his lap somewhere and his head bowed. Hongbin instantly felt worried and quickly went over, was his friend sick? In pain?
“Hyung, are you ok?”
Jaehwan jumped nearly out of his skin and quickly sat up, his hands flying to rest next to him and he uncrossed his legs but kept them pressed together. “Of course I am silly! I didn’t even hear you come in.”
Hongbin cocked an eyebrow as Jaehwan stood up, that did not look ok, but before he could ask Jaehwan started to chat with him as he walked away, “How did it go today?”
“Uhm fine?”
Jaehwan smiled brightly, “Good!” Then he disappeared into the bathroom.
Hongbin sat down on the couch and scratched his head, what the hell was that?
Hongbin didn’t think much of that weird occurance because, in all honesty, Jaehwan could be kind of weird at times. So he brushed that night off and forgot about it completely until they all were out together for a schedule. They stopped on the way to the event to grab coffee and Hakyeon told everyone if they have to go to the bathroom then go now because they wouldn’t be able to for a while (which earned him a slap from Taekwoon who grumbled as he got out of the car). Hongbin got out after Hyuk but stopped to notice that Jaehwan was still sitting in his seat, eyes closed and head tilted back.
“Hey hyung, aren’t you coming?”
Jaehwan opened his eyes and smiled at Hongbin, “Naw I’m fine with my coffee thanks!”
Hongbin shrugged, running after the others into the small cafe to raid the bathroom.
Hakyeon rolled his eyes and huffed, leaning against a stark white wall and waiting for the group shoot and they didn’t have much time. Hongbin came up after looking around a bit.
“Hey, where's Jaehwan hyung?”
Hakyeon pursed his lips, “He had to run to the bathroom! I told him to go earlier but I swear to god he has to wait until the last second to go.”
Hongbin scratched his head, looking back towards the hallway, “Weird.”
Hakyeon groaned when Jaehwan walked up with a sheepish smile, “Would you please get over here!”
He ran over and flashed a bright smile to Hongbin then held up his hands at Hakyeon, “I’m sorry.”
Hakyeon sighed, not being able to stay even remotely upset with Jaehwan for long periods of time and the moment Jaehwan made a funny noise he was smiling and pulling him over.
Hongbin couldn’t contain his excitement, he just got the new Hyoshin album and he was beyond ecstatic to sit Jaehwan down so they could listen to it together. He rushed into Jaehwan’s room without bothering to knock, because honestly he never did.
“Hyung! Look what I just- are you ok?”
Jaehwan was in a very similar position to before, jumping just as high and moving just as quickly, “Oh hey Hongbin what do you have?”
Hongbin smiled happily, being momentarily distracted as Jaehwan uncrossed his legs slowly but one was jumping slightly, “Oh I look what I got! It is- wait no hyung something is wrong. Have you been in pain lately?”
Jaehwan sighed softly, sitting back slightly and his leg fidgeted a bit more, “No, not at all Hongbin, let’s listen to that CD.”
Hongbin frowned, something was seriously up but why wasn’t Jaehwan telling him? He walked over to the CD player and opened it but Jaehwan was leaving the room.
“Hey, where are you going?”
“I’ll be right back I promise!”
Hongbin waited until Jaehwan left to walk up to the door and peek out, just in time to see
Jaehwan disappearing into the bathroom. He cocked his head to the side, this was exactly what happened last time...what in the hell was going on? Jaehwan came back like nothing was wrong with some tea for them both to drink while listening. He acted normal so Hongbin had no choice but to relax and enjoy his new album. Although this time he didn’t forget, Jaehwan was hiding something from him and he had to figure out what it was.
Hongbin started to watch Jaehwan more closely, he began to realize some things he did before now seemed strange. For instance, when they were just hanging out around home, or out doing whatever, Hongbin stayed behind. He watched Jaehwan when he thought no one was and after about four mugs of tea Jaehwan would fidget a bit and cross his legs. They would be loose at first but every now and then Jaehwan would cross them harder, pressing his fingers into his lower stomach. Hongbin cocked an eyebrow, this was probably the weirdest thing he had ever witnessed and he had no idea why he was doing that. Jaehwan shuddered a bit, moving his hands away from him and relaxing his legs for a moment before repeating the action again. Hongbin scratched his head and walked back to the front door to open and close it loudly then waited a few seconds to return to the living room where Jaehwan was walking away from the couch quickly.
“Hey Hongbin!”
Hongbin rose a hand to wave but Jaehwan had quickly ran into the bathroom and now he was extremely certain that something weird was going on and he was going to figure it out.
After a couple very embarrassing searches, Hongbin was sure he knew what was up with Jaehwan although he couldn’t really believe it so he had to investigate for himself. It took a while for them to be the only two in the dorm but Hongbin was successful in convincing the others to go out while he stayed home with Jaehwan. Everything was normal at first, they sat and played some video games, watched a movie and just talked. Hongbin, however, was making a very conscious effort to make sure that Jaehwan drank as much coffee and tea as possible in the shortest amount of time. He waited until Jaehwan’s leg started to bounce just slightly, he would have never even noticed it if he hadn’t been paying such close attention, to stand up and yawn.
“I’ll make a run down the street for snacks, want anything?”
Jaehwan smiled, “Yea, just get me whatever!”
Hongbin nodded and walked to the door and opened it, only he didn’t leave. He waited a few moments for Jaehwan to believe he was alone before quietly creeping back to peer inside the living room. He waited until Jaehwan pushed against his stomach before revealing himself.
“What are you doing?”
Jaehwan jumped and quickly crossed his arms, “Nothing!”
Hongbin rose an eyebrow advancing closer and catching Jaehwan’s arm when he stood up to probably run away. “No, you are doing something.”
He pushed Jaehwan back down on the couch, smiling a bit from the wide, nervous eyes peering up at him. “N-Nope, nothing at all. I just got to go…”
He trailed off again, trying to get up and slip past Hongbin but he grabbed his arms again and forced him back down on the couch, smiling again from the bright pink blush that dusted his cheeks, “H-Hongbin?”
“I think I found out your secret.”
Jaehwan looks way more than mortified, “What secret? I don’t know.. I have no idea what you are talking about.”
Hongbin gently moved Jaehwan back so he was laying over him, “Oh, you don’t? Well does this ring a bell?” He trailed a hand down Jaehwan’s chest to his lower stomach to press his fingers hard a couple inches below his navel.
Jaehwan jumped, his arms moving to grab ahold of Hongbin’s arms tightly and he gasped, his face heated up from more than just embarrassment, “Hongbin...Hongbin don’t do that!”
Hongbin smiled cheekily, “Why not? You don’t like it?”
He moved his hand back for only a split second before applying more pressure, causing Jaehwan to jump again and squirm in his hold, whining loudly. “No hyung, I think you do really like it don’t you?”
Jaehwan closed his eyes tightly, weakly pushing at Hongbin’s chest but he could only shudder and hold his legs together. He pressed his lips together and tried to hide his head into Hongbin’s neck but he clucked his tongue and pushed Jaehwan back down to the couch.
“Come on, you don’t have to be so shy.”
Jaehwan bit his bottom lip and Hongbin spread his legs apart, having to shove them a bit because Jaehwan had tried to close them immediately, “Hongbin! Wait.”
Hongbin leaned down and started to kiss Jaehwan’s neck, smirking against it because Jaehwan was trembling in his arms, his thighs constantly quivering and trying to push against his hands to close. But of course he wasn’t going to let Jaehwan get off that easy. He couldn’t help but bite a bit too hard at the juncture of his neck coupled with a particularly hard push into his stomach and Jaehwan actually moaned out loud. Hongbin felt himself get hot from the sound and from how Jaehwan just shook in his hands from trying to restrain himself.
“You like it so much, but you can’t even get properly hard for me hmm?” Hongbin moved up to nip right under Jaehwan’s jaw, speaking in such a patronizing tone that it would have surprised himself if he wasn’t too busy seeing how beautifully flush Jaehwan got from it.
Jaehwan turned his head to the side, throwing an arm over his eyes to hide but Hongbin gently pulled it away to pin it above his head and only then did he connect their lips. Jaehwan’s muffled moan caused him to growl somewhere in his chest as he pushed his hips forward. Jaehwan gasped when he felt that Hongbin was hard but he was suddenly hit by a wave of such urgency he tried to close his legs quickly. Hongbin wasn’t expecting his thighs to move with such sudden strength but he only lost a few inches before roughly shoving them open again. Jaehwan whined and squirmed, trying to escape but the hold on his thighs wasn’t letting that happen.
“Hongbin, you have to let me go. I don’t think I can…” His voice trailed off, obviously much too embarrassed to say anything.
Hongbin chuckled, moving back down to bite another mark into Jaehwan’s neck, both of them too delirious to worry about it, “You can hold it in just for a little while right? You can be a good boy.”
Jaehwan bit his bottom lip, his face burning from Hongbin’s tone of voice and from his words but the strong spike of heat that washed through him from another push had his knees attempting to bend and his toes curling. Hongbin scooted back just enough to pull off Jaehwan’s pants, smiling when he instantly snapped his legs together but they didn’t get to stay like that for long. He chuckled and grabbed Jaehwan a bit too harshly as he flipped him over to be on his hands and knees then he knocked his knees a bit apart. Jaehwan gasped, his entire body tensing and he fisted the couch cushion. He could vaguely feel a small ache in his lower back from holding but he couldn’t really focus on that too well when Hongbin was sliding slick fingers into his body. He gasped and hung his bed, tensing again and Hongbin only could groan at how he repeatedly clenched around his fingers in his struggle.
“That’s it, keep it all in for me.” Hongbin spoke, not really expecting an answer and Jaehwan didn’t give him one.
He shoved a few more fingers in a bit later, trying to prep him the best he could but Jaehwan kept shifting on the couch and his thighs would flex and then relax. He seemed to not be able to stop fidgeting and his distress only turned Hongbin on more. He pulled out his fingers and poured a generous amount of lube on his erection then pressing it against Jaehwan then slowly pushed in. They both groaned loudly and Hongbin had to focus only on getting fully inside without coming too quickly. Once he was fully seated he took a few breaths, looking down at Jaehwan who shook and was covered in sweat. Hongbin leaned over his back, pulling out to roughly push back in and the surprised sound he got and how tightly Jaehwan clenched around him caused him to bit into his shoulder just to hold back any loud sound. He reached around Jaehwan’s body to press into his stomach again, groaning into his neck from the lewd moan.
Jaehwan bit his bottom lip, his fingers digging into the couch until his knuckles pales, “Hong...Bin I can’t.. I can’t.”
Hongbin kissed up his neck to nip at his ear lobe, pressing again into his stomach and growling, “You can and you will.”
Jaehwan whimpered closing his eyes tightly, his back aching more noticeably now and Hongbin could only manage shallow thrusts because of how tight he had become around him, but he didn’t have to wait much longer because Hongbin couldn’t last very long. The small whimpers and weak moans and how fidgety and tight Jaehwan was pushed him over the edge surprisingly quickly. Hongbin groaned resting his forehead against Jaehwan’s sweaty back as he came.
Jaehwan waited a few seconds for Hongbin to relax but he wasn’t pulling out, “Hongbin I swear to fucking god if you don’t get off me.”
Hongbin’s eyes snapped open before he quickly sat up and pulled out of Jaehwan, watching him stumble his way into the bathroom. He waited for Jaehwan to sheepishly walk out and grab his clothes.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
Jaehwan sighed and pulled up his underwear and pants, “What in the hell was I supposed to tell you? ‘Oh hey Bin by the way, I really like it when you fucking shove your hand in my stomach while i have to piss’.”
Hongbin thought a few minutes, “You have a point.”
Jaehwan glared at him and reached over to grab his shirt but Hongbin looked horrified so he froze, “What?!”
Hongbin reached out a hand and only pointed to Jaehwan’s neck so he slapped but there wasn’t a bug so he looked confused until he walked back into the bathroom and cursed loudly. “Fucking hell Hongbin seriously? Hakyeon is going to murder me!”