Envy
Title: Envy 2/2
Paring: JungJoon? Jung Min/Hyung Joon, eventual kimcest (Hyung Joon/Kibum)
Genre: angst
Warnings: incest, ooc, rape, angst
Rating: NC17
Summary: Hyung Joon and Jung Min have started dating and everything seems to be going well. That is until Jung Min notices how cute Kibum is becoming and Hyung Joon gets very jealous, soon he can’t take it anymore and has to find out what is so special about his little brother.
a/n: This is my final chapter for my two shot yay! This is the where everything up in the warning section happens here so I hope it turns out good. Please enjoy and comment!
It had started one morning, it was like any other morning but different in so many ways. Jun Min was over at Hyung Joon’s apartment like normal but he said something that was out of the ordinary.
“Kibum is getting cute ne?”
Hyung Joon dismissed it at first because at the time Jung Min was hugging him from behind and he was receiving kisses on his neck while he was cooking. However, it started to get worse as the weeks progressed.
Jung Min would make small comments about Kibum, how he looked, talked, and even some actions he would do. Hyung Joon felt himself get angry and jealous over this new turn of events. Jung Min didn’t even hug, kiss, or even really touch him much anymore. Hyung Joon was hurt and confused, was Kibum tiring to take Jung Min away from him? What did Kibum have that Jung Min seemed to like so much? It got to the point they really only kissed during sex, but that’s all Hyung Joon was to Jung Min; some one to have sex with. He found himself start to not be able to focus on anything but this worry, he got quiet and distant from Jung Min. Although, Hyung Joon got distant when the comments started, he got quiet when the touches dramatically decreased.
On a particular day Hyung Joon came back from the store and his hands were trembling so bad that he had difficulties opening the door. He couldn’t eat right or sleep much; this constant thought of Jung Min leaving him for Kibum was eating him alive. He finally did walk in and it was eerily quiet, he felt his nerves get even worse. He looked down while taking off his shoes and noticed something that made his heart just drop. Jung Min was here, there was his shoes right next to Kibum’s. Hyung Joon slowly ran his fingers over the familiar shoe and then got up to slowly walk farther into the apartment. He looked around and found no one in the kitchen or the living room so he went farther in to investigate. His heart was beating so hard it hurt, then he saw Kibum’s bedroom door open a bit. He slowly walked forward and peered into the room, however, what he saw made his heard drop and it felt like his blood rushing threw his veins just froze. Jung Min was kissing Kibum. He turned away and ran out of the house, tears blurring his vision and he needed to go somewhere else, anywhere else as long as it wasn’t there.
However, what he missed was Kibum pushing away Jung Min and looking at him sternly.
“Hyung! Your dating my brother!”
“I-I know Kibum-ah… I just, he has been acting so weird lately. He wont talk to me anymore. I just don’t know what I should do.”
Kibum lightly touched Jung Min’s shoulder and smiled softly at him.
“Hyung, my brothers loves you a lot, trust me ok? You should just talk to him.”
Jung Min sighed but nodded as well.
“Yea your right, Kibum-ah, if you see Hyung Joon can you tell him that I need to talk to him?”
“Yep I sure will hyung.”
Thank you Kibum-ah.”
Jung Min hugged Kibum and left with new found hope.
Hours past and it was already dark by the time Hyung Joon stumbled into the house. Kibum got off of the couch and quickly went to him, very worried because of how long he had been out.
“Hyung!” Hyung Joon stumbled a bit and Kibum caught him, tiring to bring him into the living room. “Hyung are you ok? Have you been drinking?”
Hyung Joon smelt like alcohol and he seemingly had trouble walking because Kibum had to help him. Kibum then remembered something and shook his brother a bit in haste.
“You have to go and talk to Jung Min hyung! He needs to tell you something right away!”
It seemed like something snapped inside of Hyung Joon when Jung Min’s name left Kibum’s lips. He roughly shoved his brother away who stumbled a bit in surprise.
“W-wha-“
“Shut up.” Hyung Joon cut him off with a quiet angry voice that made Kibum snap hi mouth shut right away.
“To tell me what? The truth? Don’t make me laugh. I already know that you two are sneaking around behind my back.”
“Wait we’re not-“
“I said to shut up.”
Hyung Joon interrupted him again and slapped him hard across the face. Kibum bit his lip to not cry out in pain and to hold back the tears that were starting to form in his eyes. He wanted to tell Hyung Joon the truth but he was to frightened to talk, he didn’t want to get hit again.
“Why does he like you more?”
Kibum looked right at Hyung Joon who had tears in his eyes, he opened his mouth but shut it; the tears coming to his own eyes.
“Why did you want him? Couldn’t you find someone on your own?”
His voice was shaky with emotion, the alcohol probably making him more emotional and obviously, not thinking correctly.
“What do you have that I don’t?”
Hyung Joon remembered that most of his and Jung Min’s relationship revolved around sex, at the moment that made the most sense as to why this was happening. Without a word he shoved Kibum down onto the couch, Kibum tried to move back and sit up buy Hyung Joon roughly shoved him back to the couch by his shoulder.
“Is this what he likes from you?”
Kibum didn’t understand what Hyung Joon was talking about until he was kissed with bruising force. Kibum’s eyes widened and he tried to push hyung Joon away but the elder grabbed his wrists and held them over his head tightly; both of them were now crying.
Hyung Joon practically ripped off Kibum’s pants, crying a it harder as he bit roughly on Kibum’s shoulder. Kibum was crying too, but it was more because he was heart broken for so many different reasons. How could he hate his brother when he was drunk, delirious, and tiring to hide his sobs into his shoulder? He just couldn’t, no matter how hard he tried. Two slick fingers entered Kibum, which made him gasp and wonder when Hyung Joon had lubed them. Kibum was trembling; so was Hyung Joon. Kibum could hold back small sound of discomfort but then they were taken out and after a few moments replaced by something much larger. He couldn’t help but cry out in pain. Hyung Joon, deep down, truly didn’t want to hurt his brother so he waited until he was calmed a bit before pulling out a bit to shove back in. Kibum’s tears fell to the couch while Hyung Joon’s fell onto Kibum. Hyung Joon pulled out more then shoved back in, rougher and quicker. It was almost as if he didn’t really hear Kibum scream and sob here and there. The sting from blunt nails digging into his arms also didn’t go noticed. He did feel warm liquid so he could safely say that Kibum was bleeding, but his mind was blank and this scared him a bit.
It was over almost as quickly as it started. Kibum came over Hyung Joon’s hand after it had been pumped a few times. Hyung Joon didn’t even really know when he started to pump the erection. They stayed there for a bit and Hyung Joon pulled out, the air was unimaginably thick.
“H-Hyun-“
“Please…” Hyung Joon cut him off again, his voice was broken by tears and he quickly pulled his pants back up and left just as hurriedly.
Kibum covered his face with his hand and sobbed freely now. He slowly dragged himself up and went into the bathroom to take a shower. After, he got into big comfy clothes and curled up on the couch. A bit later Jung Min came back in.
“Kibum where is-… What happened?”
He stopped in his tracks when he saw Kibum, his eyes were puffy and red from crying and a deep bruise was on his cheek. Jung Min went over to him and knelt down when Kibum didn’t answer him at first. Then again, Kibum didn’t even really look at him besides a quick glance.
“D-did Hyung Joon do this to you?” Jung Min looked seriously at him.
“He didn’t mean it.” Kibum started but Jung Min stood up angered.
“What is going on with him?”
“Jung Mi-“
“Does he not even see what he is doing?”
“Jung Min.”
“He even hurt you, his own little bro-“
“Jung Min!”
“What?” Jung Min finally looked down at Kibum.
“He thinks your cheating on him…”
“W-what?”
“…with me.” Kibum looked down at his lap while Jung Min started at him with disbelief.
“Why would he think that?” Jung Min ran a hand through his hair, “I have to go.” He turned but Kibum grabbed his sleeve.
“He loves you Jung Min hyung. I-I know you love him back… please,” He felt tears start to build up in his eyes again, If Jung Min broke up with Hyung Joon then it would be all his fault.
Jung Min looked at Kibum softly then too k his hand away from his sleeve.
“I’ll be back.”
He left quickly out of the apartment and began to wonder where Hyung Joon could have gone. After about two hours of him missing Jung Min started to panic; where in the hell was he? His phone rang and he quickly answered it, hoping for some news of Hyung Joong.
“Hello?”
“Jung min?” The voice belonged to Young Saeng.
“Young Saeng, have you seen Hyung Joon?”
“He just left actually… Jung Min what did you do to him?”
“W-what do you mean?”
“Jung Min, he was crying so hard he could barley speak, all I could understand was your name. When I told him I would call you he freaked out and left.”
“Did he say where he was going?”
“No.”
Jung Min socked a wall to a building out of frustration.
“I’ll call you after I find him.”
“But what if you can’t?”
“I will find him Young Saeng.”
Jung Min hung up and began running threw the night ring to find Hyung Joon. He stopped when he suddenly remembered the last time Hyung Joon got into a fight with Kibum he went to the park. He ran quickly to that park and once he got there he was completely out of breath. But a figure was visible on a swing and as soon as Jung Min gog closer he heard that it was Hyung Joon crying. He walked over there, without any words, and yanked Hyung Joon off of the swing. Hyung Joon looked up with wide shocked eyes and opened to his mouth to say something but before he could Jung Min hugged him tightly. Hyung Joon started to sob softly, burring his face into Jung Min’s shirt.
“I-I-I hate you…” He murmured into Jung Min’s shirt, his familiar sent filled his senses.
“I love you Hyung Joon. I will never leave you.”
“I-I love you too… I’m sorry, so sorry.”
Jung Min kissed the top of his head.
“We forgive you.”
Paring: JungJoon? Jung Min/Hyung Joon, eventual kimcest (Hyung Joon/Kibum)
Genre: angst
Warnings: incest, ooc, rape, angst
Rating: NC17
Summary: Hyung Joon and Jung Min have started dating and everything seems to be going well. That is until Jung Min notices how cute Kibum is becoming and Hyung Joon gets very jealous, soon he can’t take it anymore and has to find out what is so special about his little brother.
a/n: This is my final chapter for my two shot yay! This is the where everything up in the warning section happens here so I hope it turns out good. Please enjoy and comment!
It had started one morning, it was like any other morning but different in so many ways. Jun Min was over at Hyung Joon’s apartment like normal but he said something that was out of the ordinary.
“Kibum is getting cute ne?”
Hyung Joon dismissed it at first because at the time Jung Min was hugging him from behind and he was receiving kisses on his neck while he was cooking. However, it started to get worse as the weeks progressed.
Jung Min would make small comments about Kibum, how he looked, talked, and even some actions he would do. Hyung Joon felt himself get angry and jealous over this new turn of events. Jung Min didn’t even hug, kiss, or even really touch him much anymore. Hyung Joon was hurt and confused, was Kibum tiring to take Jung Min away from him? What did Kibum have that Jung Min seemed to like so much? It got to the point they really only kissed during sex, but that’s all Hyung Joon was to Jung Min; some one to have sex with. He found himself start to not be able to focus on anything but this worry, he got quiet and distant from Jung Min. Although, Hyung Joon got distant when the comments started, he got quiet when the touches dramatically decreased.
On a particular day Hyung Joon came back from the store and his hands were trembling so bad that he had difficulties opening the door. He couldn’t eat right or sleep much; this constant thought of Jung Min leaving him for Kibum was eating him alive. He finally did walk in and it was eerily quiet, he felt his nerves get even worse. He looked down while taking off his shoes and noticed something that made his heart just drop. Jung Min was here, there was his shoes right next to Kibum’s. Hyung Joon slowly ran his fingers over the familiar shoe and then got up to slowly walk farther into the apartment. He looked around and found no one in the kitchen or the living room so he went farther in to investigate. His heart was beating so hard it hurt, then he saw Kibum’s bedroom door open a bit. He slowly walked forward and peered into the room, however, what he saw made his heard drop and it felt like his blood rushing threw his veins just froze. Jung Min was kissing Kibum. He turned away and ran out of the house, tears blurring his vision and he needed to go somewhere else, anywhere else as long as it wasn’t there.
However, what he missed was Kibum pushing away Jung Min and looking at him sternly.
“Hyung! Your dating my brother!”
“I-I know Kibum-ah… I just, he has been acting so weird lately. He wont talk to me anymore. I just don’t know what I should do.”
Kibum lightly touched Jung Min’s shoulder and smiled softly at him.
“Hyung, my brothers loves you a lot, trust me ok? You should just talk to him.”
Jung Min sighed but nodded as well.
“Yea your right, Kibum-ah, if you see Hyung Joon can you tell him that I need to talk to him?”
“Yep I sure will hyung.”
Thank you Kibum-ah.”
Jung Min hugged Kibum and left with new found hope.
Hours past and it was already dark by the time Hyung Joon stumbled into the house. Kibum got off of the couch and quickly went to him, very worried because of how long he had been out.
“Hyung!” Hyung Joon stumbled a bit and Kibum caught him, tiring to bring him into the living room. “Hyung are you ok? Have you been drinking?”
Hyung Joon smelt like alcohol and he seemingly had trouble walking because Kibum had to help him. Kibum then remembered something and shook his brother a bit in haste.
“You have to go and talk to Jung Min hyung! He needs to tell you something right away!”
It seemed like something snapped inside of Hyung Joon when Jung Min’s name left Kibum’s lips. He roughly shoved his brother away who stumbled a bit in surprise.
“W-wha-“
“Shut up.” Hyung Joon cut him off with a quiet angry voice that made Kibum snap hi mouth shut right away.
“To tell me what? The truth? Don’t make me laugh. I already know that you two are sneaking around behind my back.”
“Wait we’re not-“
“I said to shut up.”
Hyung Joon interrupted him again and slapped him hard across the face. Kibum bit his lip to not cry out in pain and to hold back the tears that were starting to form in his eyes. He wanted to tell Hyung Joon the truth but he was to frightened to talk, he didn’t want to get hit again.
“Why does he like you more?”
Kibum looked right at Hyung Joon who had tears in his eyes, he opened his mouth but shut it; the tears coming to his own eyes.
“Why did you want him? Couldn’t you find someone on your own?”
His voice was shaky with emotion, the alcohol probably making him more emotional and obviously, not thinking correctly.
“What do you have that I don’t?”
Hyung Joon remembered that most of his and Jung Min’s relationship revolved around sex, at the moment that made the most sense as to why this was happening. Without a word he shoved Kibum down onto the couch, Kibum tried to move back and sit up buy Hyung Joon roughly shoved him back to the couch by his shoulder.
“Is this what he likes from you?”
Kibum didn’t understand what Hyung Joon was talking about until he was kissed with bruising force. Kibum’s eyes widened and he tried to push hyung Joon away but the elder grabbed his wrists and held them over his head tightly; both of them were now crying.
Hyung Joon practically ripped off Kibum’s pants, crying a it harder as he bit roughly on Kibum’s shoulder. Kibum was crying too, but it was more because he was heart broken for so many different reasons. How could he hate his brother when he was drunk, delirious, and tiring to hide his sobs into his shoulder? He just couldn’t, no matter how hard he tried. Two slick fingers entered Kibum, which made him gasp and wonder when Hyung Joon had lubed them. Kibum was trembling; so was Hyung Joon. Kibum could hold back small sound of discomfort but then they were taken out and after a few moments replaced by something much larger. He couldn’t help but cry out in pain. Hyung Joon, deep down, truly didn’t want to hurt his brother so he waited until he was calmed a bit before pulling out a bit to shove back in. Kibum’s tears fell to the couch while Hyung Joon’s fell onto Kibum. Hyung Joon pulled out more then shoved back in, rougher and quicker. It was almost as if he didn’t really hear Kibum scream and sob here and there. The sting from blunt nails digging into his arms also didn’t go noticed. He did feel warm liquid so he could safely say that Kibum was bleeding, but his mind was blank and this scared him a bit.
It was over almost as quickly as it started. Kibum came over Hyung Joon’s hand after it had been pumped a few times. Hyung Joon didn’t even really know when he started to pump the erection. They stayed there for a bit and Hyung Joon pulled out, the air was unimaginably thick.
“H-Hyun-“
“Please…” Hyung Joon cut him off again, his voice was broken by tears and he quickly pulled his pants back up and left just as hurriedly.
Kibum covered his face with his hand and sobbed freely now. He slowly dragged himself up and went into the bathroom to take a shower. After, he got into big comfy clothes and curled up on the couch. A bit later Jung Min came back in.
“Kibum where is-… What happened?”
He stopped in his tracks when he saw Kibum, his eyes were puffy and red from crying and a deep bruise was on his cheek. Jung Min went over to him and knelt down when Kibum didn’t answer him at first. Then again, Kibum didn’t even really look at him besides a quick glance.
“D-did Hyung Joon do this to you?” Jung Min looked seriously at him.
“He didn’t mean it.” Kibum started but Jung Min stood up angered.
“What is going on with him?”
“Jung Mi-“
“Does he not even see what he is doing?”
“Jung Min.”
“He even hurt you, his own little bro-“
“Jung Min!”
“What?” Jung Min finally looked down at Kibum.
“He thinks your cheating on him…”
“W-what?”
“…with me.” Kibum looked down at his lap while Jung Min started at him with disbelief.
“Why would he think that?” Jung Min ran a hand through his hair, “I have to go.” He turned but Kibum grabbed his sleeve.
“He loves you Jung Min hyung. I-I know you love him back… please,” He felt tears start to build up in his eyes again, If Jung Min broke up with Hyung Joon then it would be all his fault.
Jung Min looked at Kibum softly then too k his hand away from his sleeve.
“I’ll be back.”
He left quickly out of the apartment and began to wonder where Hyung Joon could have gone. After about two hours of him missing Jung Min started to panic; where in the hell was he? His phone rang and he quickly answered it, hoping for some news of Hyung Joong.
“Hello?”
“Jung min?” The voice belonged to Young Saeng.
“Young Saeng, have you seen Hyung Joon?”
“He just left actually… Jung Min what did you do to him?”
“W-what do you mean?”
“Jung Min, he was crying so hard he could barley speak, all I could understand was your name. When I told him I would call you he freaked out and left.”
“Did he say where he was going?”
“No.”
Jung Min socked a wall to a building out of frustration.
“I’ll call you after I find him.”
“But what if you can’t?”
“I will find him Young Saeng.”
Jung Min hung up and began running threw the night ring to find Hyung Joon. He stopped when he suddenly remembered the last time Hyung Joon got into a fight with Kibum he went to the park. He ran quickly to that park and once he got there he was completely out of breath. But a figure was visible on a swing and as soon as Jung Min gog closer he heard that it was Hyung Joon crying. He walked over there, without any words, and yanked Hyung Joon off of the swing. Hyung Joon looked up with wide shocked eyes and opened to his mouth to say something but before he could Jung Min hugged him tightly. Hyung Joon started to sob softly, burring his face into Jung Min’s shirt.
“I-I-I hate you…” He murmured into Jung Min’s shirt, his familiar sent filled his senses.
“I love you Hyung Joon. I will never leave you.”
“I-I love you too… I’m sorry, so sorry.”
Jung Min kissed the top of his head.
“We forgive you.”