I'm @ Demi's
We're both trying to break away from our Rob's/boyfriends...but see the major diff. is that at least her Rob wants her back, I don't think mine could care less..
Anyway this is all a result of the fact they dissapeared out to Suffolk from Friday night till Last night, gettin drunk and high with 15 y/o girls and riding dirt bikes all day.
At least she knows her BF wouldn't cheat on her.
Saturday night I went to see Silent Hill w/ Sean Annie and Stu. It kinda sucked.
Stayed @ Rob's by myself Friday and Saturday night.
They kept saying they're comin back they're comin back, but that didn't actua;;y happen till last night.
So I met up w/ Demi and a couple of her friends maybe 8pm last night. Diner. Coffee. We split from her friends. Each took a klonopin (yummm) did a few lines or so. Stopped by her ex bf's. Drove out to Babylon to see her Ex/Bf (Rob) so he could attempt appoligixing but she told him they're still broken up till he can learn how to be a real boyfriend. She said my Rob is rubbing off on him entirely too much. That while her bf is an asshole, mine is 10x worse. Which is true.
So we came back to her house like 1am. Snorted an Ambient. Got to sleep maybe an hour but was awake at 3am when I found myself attempting to cuddle w. Demi due to whatever my dream was about and me thinking she was Rob... =(
She's still sleeping. Has school @ 9:30am. I might just have her drop me off @ Rob's instead of my parents so I can try to sleep for a few hours...and I miss him so much. I haven't seen him since Friday and have barely talked to him in days...
I got bored.
Gotta keep up walking...
Last night I wanted to binge and almost did but I chewed/spit a garlic knot and then just had a small bowl of raisin bran and a small bowl of Oatmeal.
Good good good.
Anyway this is all a result of the fact they dissapeared out to Suffolk from Friday night till Last night, gettin drunk and high with 15 y/o girls and riding dirt bikes all day.
At least she knows her BF wouldn't cheat on her.
Saturday night I went to see Silent Hill w/ Sean Annie and Stu. It kinda sucked.
Stayed @ Rob's by myself Friday and Saturday night.
They kept saying they're comin back they're comin back, but that didn't actua;;y happen till last night.
So I met up w/ Demi and a couple of her friends maybe 8pm last night. Diner. Coffee. We split from her friends. Each took a klonopin (yummm) did a few lines or so. Stopped by her ex bf's. Drove out to Babylon to see her Ex/Bf (Rob) so he could attempt appoligixing but she told him they're still broken up till he can learn how to be a real boyfriend. She said my Rob is rubbing off on him entirely too much. That while her bf is an asshole, mine is 10x worse. Which is true.
So we came back to her house like 1am. Snorted an Ambient. Got to sleep maybe an hour but was awake at 3am when I found myself attempting to cuddle w. Demi due to whatever my dream was about and me thinking she was Rob... =(
She's still sleeping. Has school @ 9:30am. I might just have her drop me off @ Rob's instead of my parents so I can try to sleep for a few hours...and I miss him so much. I haven't seen him since Friday and have barely talked to him in days...
I got bored.
Gotta keep up walking...
Last night I wanted to binge and almost did but I chewed/spit a garlic knot and then just had a small bowl of raisin bran and a small bowl of Oatmeal.
Good good good.