For those of you who haven't heard........
A lot of things have happened recently and it is true, I am getting married. I came to a realization recently and someone that I hurt was the one who made me come to this realization. To the one I hurt: you were wrong about something. When you said no one would care about me as much as you as much as you do, I sat down and thought about that. There is someone who cares more, someone who has never judged me for being me, someone who has waited 14 years for me, someone who has never stopped loving me. A person who has always taken up for me and has always been there for me. Life has a strange way of unfolding. I do want you to know that I never set out to hurt you, that was never my intention. My intentions were not to that and I'm sorry that it didn't work out, but there was no way that it was ever going to work out anyways. The issues were too many and the differences between us were too extreme. I came to realize that there was one person that I could spend the rest of my life with, someone who I never stopped caring about. I feel like I've found my place in life and that is a scary thing for me to say because I've always been the wild, crazy one that never had any regrets. The person who needed to go out and do all kinds of fucked up shit and Mike never hated me for that. He sat there and waited until I was ready, somehow knowing that I would come back to him.