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Despite the subject, I just wanted to let anyone who reads this anymore, that my life is going great. I got my licence on May 9th. Just got my car two weeks ago. (2000 Silver Mustang) My sister just graduated today. My dad was up here, and it was great to hang out with him. I have full charge of the rifles for colorguard. Colorguard starts early this year! Mike is the greatest person in the world. I really have never been as happy with him as I have ever been before. And since graduation is in alphabetacal order, I get to sit next to Mike!!!! Every time I'm with him I feel better about everything. Since the 'big breakup' of the most horrible person in the world, I have become less depressed than when I was dating him. (if anyone remembers, I was depressed 24/7.) Mike is much smarter than him ~_~. And isn't a loser that everyone pretends they like just because he can make them laugh. I know people like to make me off as the bad guy/girl. The only reason this is, is because of me cheating on him. First off, I never had sex with Mike. Though he likes to think I did, just to make him sleep at night. He's been on my mind everyonce in a while, but not in the way that oh,I miss him. It's a way of, I'm scared to death of this guy, and what will I do if I run into him, and Mike isn't with me. It's not right to be scared to death of someone who shouldn't be scary. I don't know why I'm talking about this. He just made me depressed, and made my life suck. Every one who knows me, knows that since I got rid of him, I've been in a better mood all the time. I have never been depressed since then. Except when my great uncle Jim died, but that's a different thing. I love Mike to death, and I really do want to be with him forever. We never fight, and I always apologize when I get to my PMS level and start snapping. He always understands, and he has never made me cry. I thought he did once, but it turned out to be my sisters boyfriend, Mikey. ~_~ Stupid us with having b/fs with the same names, that almost sound the same on the phone. (I thought it was Mike, and kept saying that he sounded different, and he started getting deffensive because he was tired, and I cried because I was tired.) It was pretty funny afterwards. Anyway, I love Mike with everything I am, and I can't wait to spend my life with him. Because he is the sweetest guy in the world. My big teddy!!!