Some things you just can't say to people.

[vamprilla]

You can't tell your best friend that you need more people surrounding you because they don't provide you mentally with everything you need. You can't fix them and make them be more open-minded, or join the insanity if my problem is that I am truly starting to go off the deep end. You can't just drop people and start over and over and over. Problems

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[astraea17]

Seriously?! I love you..... but I don't think that you'll find what you're looking for in Oregon anymore than you will the back of tomorrow's cereal box. Visit Michigan for a week because you love the people who are here loving and missing you..................... not just to smile fondly and rekindle the reasons to run.

I love you. I miss you. I'm sorry you're struggling... but for anyone to blow your mind-- you, first, must accomplish that great feat. You blow your mind. You've blown mine from day one. I love you... you off-the-wall, ridiculous, constantly-searching, eternally quizzical, over-thinking, gorgeous, insane cousin of mine. I love you. You go off the deep end and you bet your sweet ass that I'll track you down and try my hardest to rescue you. (You still haven't called me... and my heart is kind of breaking)

And, no, you can't "fix" anyone to suit your tastes. They fix themselves, Betor...... prime point and case- you. God, I'm loving you so fucking much right now... I'd literally squeeze the shit out of you if I could. I miss you that much. I worry, too... I... mmmmmmmmmmmmm. Love.