Jul 11, 2005 19:56
I cut myself today. I used a papurclip. It hurt, but what is pane to a vamp godess? It almost bled, but not enough to satisfy my longing for blood.
Yesterday my grandma made me go to church with her. I am so weak that I did not burst in to flames upon entering. The shame!!!!!! But, I do believe that my sunburn got worse, so thats something. Then i had to go to sunday school wear they forced me to eat animal crackers and sing church songs. My ears cam close to bleding. An imputent mortal in my class asked what I wanted to do when I grow up, and I told her that Ididn't need to grow up, as I am a vampire godess!!! Then they gave me timeout. This meant nothing, it gave me a chance to be alone and cut myself and feed. But no blood came out AGAIN! What do I have to do, use an actual nife?