Gosh, so much crap is going on and I just let it happen, don't I? -_- *sigh*
I realized that I have to register for the SAT soon for either May or June.
As usual, school is a bummer. I'm depressed about it but what can I do?
I try but to no avail. To not try would just not be right. What am I to do?
Don't try to give me that reverse psychology crap because I know I'm stupid.
'm debating whether to quit Full Orchestra [or Orchestra in general]
I literally suck at everything. [Yayness!] This really bites..
w00tw00t for low esteem and expectation of life~ yayyyyyyyy!
But on a lighter note...
I'm getting to know someone better so that makes me happy :]
But on the other hand...
I've been neglecting my duties and personal obligations to myself ><
sigh~ Off to study for a fucking impossible math test
OR to practice some songs and bring them to shame.
toodles ♥