Sometimes..
When I sleep it seems to call from the other side; thick fog which seeps through and takes a tight grip on this side, creating a bridge that taunts and tells me that there's no harm in coming back to the place of beginnings and ends. I forget who I am and my purpose at times, all I know is that things are as they should be, following a course that seems to be invisible to all but myself for I must tread that line and no other can follow. I suppose that it is this way for everyone. I'm just happy to have crossed paths with many people whom I can call my Family.
My mission is unclear as of yet, I find that soon it is to be unveiled and then I know and fear that things will become that much more difficult...for me and for those around me, I'll do my best to keep everything at a minimal, but I know that trouble typically follows my suit. fuck, writing this just makes me realize how pitiful I must seem. I could care less about my image, but I have to present myself in certain ways so that I might be able to access certain people along the way. It could be detrimental to my mission, however uncertain it may be.
I must remind myself to write something a little more uplifting next time, at least then it may raise my chances for better outcomes in life.
I must learn to be like water. Break mountains by seeping into their weaknesses and becoming a wedge of opportunity, I must learn to flow through, around and over any obstacles. I must also be as purging as a raging fire, and destructive like a typhoon. Why does mulan come to mind?
In any case, I must mentally prepare for martial arts soon. Although it seems like an easy going class I have to prepare myself to take it's aspects seriously if I am to succeed in retaining the....training.
Goals:
Becoming a better person for myself and others.
Get stronger with matters of the preternatural nature. Use my energy/ ki more effectively.
Become more adept to noticing trivial info and storing it for future reference.
Keep a steady concentration when it comes to school, no slacking off unless I can afford to do it.
Become a better fighter.
Help as many people as possible given the circumstances presented to me.
Stop giving a shit about trivial arguments or grief. Pay no heed to small problems, only make a big deal about important issues.
Life as it is at this stage is quite uncertain, and I know not what is to become of me. Wether it be good or bad, I will have hoped it was all for the better. I wish you all a safe journey.
~ V.
My mission is unclear as of yet, I find that soon it is to be unveiled and then I know and fear that things will become that much more difficult...for me and for those around me, I'll do my best to keep everything at a minimal, but I know that trouble typically follows my suit. fuck, writing this just makes me realize how pitiful I must seem. I could care less about my image, but I have to present myself in certain ways so that I might be able to access certain people along the way. It could be detrimental to my mission, however uncertain it may be.
I must remind myself to write something a little more uplifting next time, at least then it may raise my chances for better outcomes in life.
I must learn to be like water. Break mountains by seeping into their weaknesses and becoming a wedge of opportunity, I must learn to flow through, around and over any obstacles. I must also be as purging as a raging fire, and destructive like a typhoon. Why does mulan come to mind?
In any case, I must mentally prepare for martial arts soon. Although it seems like an easy going class I have to prepare myself to take it's aspects seriously if I am to succeed in retaining the....training.
Goals:
Becoming a better person for myself and others.
Get stronger with matters of the preternatural nature. Use my energy/ ki more effectively.
Become more adept to noticing trivial info and storing it for future reference.
Keep a steady concentration when it comes to school, no slacking off unless I can afford to do it.
Become a better fighter.
Help as many people as possible given the circumstances presented to me.
Stop giving a shit about trivial arguments or grief. Pay no heed to small problems, only make a big deal about important issues.
Life as it is at this stage is quite uncertain, and I know not what is to become of me. Wether it be good or bad, I will have hoped it was all for the better. I wish you all a safe journey.
~ V.