...and when you NEED something, it's a responsibility that only...an adult...like myself...BUNNIES!!
Ok, so on to the past few days. Tuesday I skipped school. I got up got dressed, but the incentive was all gone. I felt sick, like I was gunna throw up, and really tired and my mom, who's really scared that I'm in a deep depressive state for some reason, advised that I stay home and sleep, cuz I'd feel better. So I did. Ok, now while I don't like to think so, and I really don't like the idea of it, I have been crying uncontrolably lately. The reason I don't think it's a medical thing is cuz it's all situational, however, my dad flipped, and he was like "You can't just hide from all your problems in bed, we've all been there, you just have to force yourself to function" then he gave me anti-depressants. I'm kinda wierded out about it. My sister's been on anti-depressants since she went into college, and my mom's always been bi-polar depressive, and I know it's hereditary, but I don't want it. I don't wanna be like my mom, who's taken every anti-depressant on the market, some that warn that you may die or go into siesures if you eat the wrong foods, and all kinds of experimental treatments and what not. Whatever, my mom says it's just for a while so that I can function and I can always stop taking them later. Anywho, on to today. I made up a quiz or test for EVERY SINGLE CLASS today. Two in Bio. I got an A on one and an F on the other, lol, go me. In english I took the vocab quiz I was totally not ready for and I need to make up last week's. In french I made up a test after school, in Econ I made up a quiz, in Calc I made up a quiz, failed that one too, but Mrs. Shriner drops the lowest quiz, and I only flopped bc I missed every single lesson that quiz was on. I gave Father Beattie my physical and I start XC tomorrow. I finally came home and spent the majority of the evening playing Mister Mosquito which I borrowed from Alex. Koolest game, kinda lame at first, but it gets SO ADDICTING!!! Anywho-ha, I'm gunna watch TV some more and maybe go to sleep, I'm actually kinda tired.