Stuck

[vampiric_beast]

I feel like im stuck like i should just get up and run out the door go clear across the nation even the world for no good damn reason and its really eating at me. My tolarence for work is slipping more and more. I seem to be at peace when Im driving alone or with one other person but mostly just by my self. Yet Gas is going up and up and thats pissing me off making me not move about as much due to my gas drinking 'stang that also needs work along with most of my life.

Don't get my wrong here I'm not saying my life is the worst life ever I'm just saying mine is being a pain for me right now. my minds seem calm tho yet I am forever moving and not sleeping. I stay up late poundering like and the tree like choice chart that it is thinking how each choice would have worked out while watching cartoon reruns and surfing the net.

I Do have points where I am also thinking up things designs for houses over all random junk like a shower head attachment that pumps soap into your water at timed parts of a shower or somthing. My  houses that I design in my head seem to streach on yet have missing pieces for I only seem to make one run at a time.

Watching so many shows like Doctor Who just makes me want to break out of reality even more.  For now I'm stuck here. Oh well