Dec 22, 2009 10:39
i have work 1-9 today. and i really dont want to go
i really want to kiss darius. like hot and steamy makeout session kiss him. but i cant kiss his lips becuase dumbass played Airsoft, which is like human halo with pellet guns, got hit in the mouth and has this cut that looks like bad herpes but its just from a stupid pellet. and i wanna kiss him but i cant. cuase theres a cut there. and i cant kiss it. and omfg its driving me up a wall
ugh christmas needs to just get here. our tree fell down yesterday. it was really weird i was laying on the couch watching tv and the tree just fell over. wtf haha. my mom was being a drama queen through the entire thing and i really though i was going to punch her in the face
im really gettting tired of not being allowed to go online because both of my computers ahve really bad viruses on them. i have to use the house cojmputer but this thing is like my dads baby god forbid i use it. very annoying
i was really not happy yesterday. me and darius's first plan was we would chill at my house and smoke and fuck until like 5 when my paents would be coming home and hed have to go to campus. then my dad took the day off. so i went up there at like 12, we watched a movie, or rather i watched a movie while he made himself food (i wasnt hungry lol) did some chorse and laid on the other couch. then i commented about how we werent on the same couch and he showed up on mine, then we had sex and then i had to leave at like 3 and idk i just didnt want to leave. and where did he go ladies and gentleman? where? to chill with micah. omfg. nuf said.
my back hurts so fucking bad. when i sleep i keep pinching a nerve, making my leghurt to and im just in alot of pain. and im tired. ugh i am not happy with life right now..