Jan 12, 2005 01:32
havnt updated in a while so i thought i would....
**UP AND DOWNS OF THE WEEK** or what ever the last timne i posted was...
+going to see rusty hopefully next friday or sunday
+sassy's haveing a sleep over pary and she invited me :)
-i maynot be able to go becasue my dad is a DICK!
-life insnt that great at the moment
-still havent stoped cutting
- ashley is being a jackass to me for no goddamn reason
+/- started to talk to an old friend ...
-my mom wants me to be a baby again...
+it was raing
-it isnt anymore :(
+bought 4 dvd
-running out of money
-lost my neckles with rustys dog tag on it ( i really want to die now i loved that thing more then the world it is all i have left of him)
-dad wont let me die my hair
+going to do it anyway behind his back
- - - he is going to kill me for it
- / + i really dont care anymore what he does to me
well thats all i feel like writing maybe tommorw i will post some poetry i have written in the past days...till then...