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ok u kno what....im not here to fight. kelly at the end of the summer we were hanging out...i even sat next to u and nick in the movie theater and didn't say shit at all, i was fine with it im happy for u guys. so how am i starting shit and being immature? u guys r the ones not talkin to me remember? and u kno what i do have relationship problems im not afraid to admit that but for my own reasons....none of u ppl kno the things ive been through or the things ive had to deal with with guys. its hard for me to open up to ppl cuz everytime i do i ask them not to tell things to ppl but they do, or they leave me, i always end up hurt. so at the first sign of trouble....i run. i kno its not the right thing to do but its the only way i know. and ive tried to work on it i really have. its just hard for me. but u wanna kno what.....thats my business...if i date someone for 3 months or 3 yrs the only person that has to worry about it is me. im sry if ive affended ppl. but all this he said she said bullshit is ridiculous. biron thats y i dont like u talkin to cory cuz he says ur sayin all this shit u say ur not he even sends me that u said that he said he wouldnt tell me, how am i supposed to feel bout that? then i told u that really personnal thing and u told samson then she told a bunch of ppl. thats y im angry cuz i dont kno if i can trust u or not. thats y i dont want u talkin to cory cuz this is what it starts. im sry i yelled at u i jus want to kno the truth...wouldnt u? wouldnt n e of u? and to this day he continues to tell me things that u r supposedly saying...so how am i supposed to feel? what am i supposed to do. and im sry but i dont think im immature, yea i have the tendancy to act it but everyone does at some point. u ppl dont live with me u dont kno the things i do outside of school, my family life, the life i live. im sry u all feel this way. im sry to anyone ive ever hurt. but what hurts me is my friends rnt really my friends and i dont kno who to trust. u can all say w.e u want bout me i never cared and i never will. i live my life for myself. none of u really kno me cuz u dont talk to me so until then dont judge me u kno nothing of my life.........nothing.