hmm im acting weird today
Hmm my body is being quite strange to me today and yesterday. I have been feeling very weird lately. Im very emotional. And almost anything can have me breaking down in tears. Today wyll told me good bye b4 he went to work today, and i started crying. I started crying seeing his picture. I started crying when I smelled his cologne on my teddy bear.I felt his necklace around my neck and youll never guess, but i started crying. And the really weird thing is I am starvign all the time. I cant stop eating. I never eat this much. Nor do I stay hungry all day. I even dreamed of food last night! And it was about pb and j sandwiches, which i do not normally want. And then I woke up this morning and had one for breakfast! Then I ate a whole pizza by myself for lunch. Then I ate a whole box of cheeze its. And I am still hungry. Mom is making pizza I am going to eat that in a few min. But i feel like I am starving. And I have even been drinking a lot to see if that would keep me satisfied and it didnt. Oh and I have eaten two suckers today too. And I am so sleepy and exhausted I cant wake up. I have tried everything. And I am not pmsing. I had that in the beginning of July. I wish I was still with wyll he could make me feel better no matter what was wrong. (it was the greatest weekend ever)i wonder whats wrong with me. I have an idea but I think I may just be over dramatic. Someone please comment and tell me what you think...