Death
I know that no one but wyll reads this anymore so I am going to put what I would only tell him on here. And if by chance someone else decides to read this good for you. I need to get out of this place. I have needed to leave for a very long time. I will leave. I will not tell them where I am staying. And I will marry Wyll with out my parents consent.
Why am I in such a "great" mood you ask? Let me explain. I am almost twenty years old. I work forty five hours a week. I only make 6 dollars an hour and I do my best to keep things going with that. During the school year I attend Marian College. Every day seems to be a battle with my so called "father" at this very moment I am being held hostage in my own room. He has done something to my car, which is in my name and I legally own it. And He has blocked me in with two other cars surrounding it. I am not allowed to drink or eat any of his food or drink,so I am going to starve to death.
So let me tell you how this all started. I am laying in bed watching a movie because I am sick. My ear ache is back and I have a migraine and i have begun throwing up the acid in my stomach since there is nothing in there now. He comes into my room and screams at me that I need to clean my room and pull my own weight bc i dont do enough. So I was like uhuh whatever and continued to watch my movie. And he was like well are you gonna anwser me or what? And i was like you didnt fucking ask me anything. And he started screaming and i started screaming. And it came to this. I am not putting up with this anymore. I will not be treated this way. And he blocked me in and took parts out of my car. Well when I get mad I clean. So i cleaned my room and he comes in starts yelling at me for crying. Telling me that i need to grow up bc only kids cry. Well if you were going throwugh what i was youd cry to especially if when you are extremley mad you cry. So i am sitting here now.Waiting for my mom to come home or wyll to get online. I am giving my mom an ultimatium. She either makes him stop doing this to me and yelling at me for no reason or i leave and i dont tell her where i am going. And they can do nothing about it bc I am legaly an adult. I need some help right now. Any words would be nice.
Why am I in such a "great" mood you ask? Let me explain. I am almost twenty years old. I work forty five hours a week. I only make 6 dollars an hour and I do my best to keep things going with that. During the school year I attend Marian College. Every day seems to be a battle with my so called "father" at this very moment I am being held hostage in my own room. He has done something to my car, which is in my name and I legally own it. And He has blocked me in with two other cars surrounding it. I am not allowed to drink or eat any of his food or drink,so I am going to starve to death.
So let me tell you how this all started. I am laying in bed watching a movie because I am sick. My ear ache is back and I have a migraine and i have begun throwing up the acid in my stomach since there is nothing in there now. He comes into my room and screams at me that I need to clean my room and pull my own weight bc i dont do enough. So I was like uhuh whatever and continued to watch my movie. And he was like well are you gonna anwser me or what? And i was like you didnt fucking ask me anything. And he started screaming and i started screaming. And it came to this. I am not putting up with this anymore. I will not be treated this way. And he blocked me in and took parts out of my car. Well when I get mad I clean. So i cleaned my room and he comes in starts yelling at me for crying. Telling me that i need to grow up bc only kids cry. Well if you were going throwugh what i was youd cry to especially if when you are extremley mad you cry. So i am sitting here now.Waiting for my mom to come home or wyll to get online. I am giving my mom an ultimatium. She either makes him stop doing this to me and yelling at me for no reason or i leave and i dont tell her where i am going. And they can do nothing about it bc I am legaly an adult. I need some help right now. Any words would be nice.