Dec 20, 2006 02:20
I went to the doctor again today, my beta HCG (the pregnancy hormone) have gone up. from 141 to 170. which means I may have to have a D&C because there could be baby left behind.
talk about depressing.
I've never in my life felt so incredibly sad. and now they want to stick more things in me.
I'm hoping that I'm not having an ectopic, or molar pregnancy... that would just be devestating because it effects your future fertility.
We want one more child, and that is it.
Anyone have any suggestions for good sad music.. REM's Everybody Hurts is a bit tired.