Karma Hates Me

Apr 04, 2006 16:50

Have you ever reaches times in your life where you just wonder "Why?"

For every spot of happiness I find in my life, it seems that whenever it goes, everything crashes down on my shoulders. Bad Karma sucks. I sometimes wonder if I did or was something horrible in a past life and all the Bad Karma is stalking me in this life.

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A large event that I felt the "Foot-in-mouth" syndrome is that I had protected Halo and Marie because my mother asked about their relationship. AT THE TIME, I had no idea there WAS something going on between them and I defended both of them. Well then I find out the next day along with MusicGoddess that there is indeed, something going on. Well, then I had to explain to her that there IS. Well, it all started with that suspicious look. Well I guess yesterday my mom pulled into Halo's driveway and found Marie and Halo home alone and FLIPPED OUT. So *I* get interrogated. Yaaay. Well now Mom and MBF don't trust Halo and I thought I was safe. Well today when I walked to my mom's work from the lack of a ride home, she flips out on me of how she doesn't know if she can trust ME anymore and starts asking me all these questions that I DON'T KNOW THE ANSWERS TO and is threatening my upcoming concert experience on my b-day.

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ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!

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She does this all the time, but this is one of the worst levels she's been to. What she does, is gives me permission to do something "big," and then as the event comes closer, uses everything to cause me to be her perfect slave so that I can go, and at the slightest mess up, takes it away from me. But there's one thing she has forgotten: At 10:15AM on May 3rd, I will be 18. AND I CAN GO WHEREVER THE HELL I WANT. And I WILL go to that concert.

But it just irks me that Halo and Marie kinda "forget" to mention all this when they were dating since before Spring Break. And last time I checked, Marie was still engaged to this other guy and was getting married in May. -WTF?- Even I don't know. But even still, now I have to be a ballet dancer and go everywhere on my tip-toes as to not set Mom off. But they seem as happy as can be. Of course, that's how it always goes.

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Silent Hill the movie is coming out in 17 days. I'm excited as all Hell. I'm thinking that MusicGoddess, Robot, and I should hit up the movies and see it. :]

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I donated blood today. The whole process lasted 2 hours because the people were stupid and only brought one freaking bus. Ugh. So I'm feeling weak, groggy and have a massive headache. Not to mention I believe that my back is getting worse. I just hope that I don't have the problem of my hole bleeding for like 4-5 days afterwards like last time. Otherwise, hospital time for me.

Well, gonna lay down and catch some Z's.

Until next time,
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Vampire Washu
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