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My Dears,
It's been a while since I have posted.. but too much has been going on in my life to actually bother with livejournal, sorry!
first, my grandfather died.. which had me quite upset. I took over most of the arrangements, and I thougth I was doing quite well during the funeral..but when I was alone... I cried for hours..
also, even though she hated my grandfather, my mother showed up. ofcourse, she was anything BUT welcome, and I suspect she only came to hurt my sister and me, but since it's illegal to refuse someone to come to a funeral, there wasn't much I could do. luckily her new guy?lover?husband? had the decency to wait outside in his car, or I migt have lost it.
My cousins cousin(?), also came an he made sure that she stayed far away from us.
luckily, my roommate riona, and friend Milou supported me.. it was only such bad luck that the funeral was on her birthdayparty, so I couldn't really attend.. let alone be cheerful..
anyway, a few days after that.. one of my cousins dies of cancer.. her funeral was a few days ago.. though we weren't really close, I'm still a little upset..
so.. what else has happend.. I now officially ended my job, my notice cleared this wednesday, and ever since, I'm a free woman again xd
and I have never been busier with school in my life! aghhh!
time until japan: 3 weeks.. *sigh*