sad news
I got fired today..
I worked at Vodafone for a year, and even though I often complained,... I loved it..
the responsiblities, the achievements, the stress even..
but most of all the people...
it came out of the blue.. had a bad feeling beacause they were automizing my entire department and alot of people had to go... but still, when my boss told me an hour or 2 ago,
I was shocked.
and not just me, they all cried when I came back from the 'meeting' and told them. the entire team.. and people from other teams as well!
even the people that I thought didn't like me, came to me and told me..
''why you? you're our sunshine!''
people hugged me and started crying... they were all crying.. so much sadness.. I never expected it.
I never knew they loved me so much..
I am bombarded with sms and emails and I am sorry If I don't reply right away...
I am so incredibly down at the moment..
at Vodafone, I didn't just make collgeau's... I made friends... thank you all..
I am sure ill be okay though... after a while.. just takes some time of getting used to it..
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when I first started there in july 2008 I thought I lost everything.. my studies, stress at home, stress with my landlord (where I lived back then), financial worries, and god .. I don't even wanna start over how many tears I cried over some people..
and I will never forgive myself for doing some things.. but also for being too much in the sky to see other things..
however, at first I thought my job was never gonna last.. but it did.. and after a while I learned so much.
To take responsibility in life
To finance my own lifestyle completely...
To take care of other people in my team
To organize my life
To stop nagging... although I still can't resist sometimes..
To finanlly do the things I wanna do and stop putting them off..
and most of all.. STOP BEING SUCH A DRAMAQUEEN AND FACE UP TO YOUR OWN FEARS-..
which were love, school, my own talents and failures, and friends....
I made decisions about love, friends and the things I want in life .. and it wasn't always easy.. But I did it.. and that makes me proud of myself aswell.
I got a peek behind the screens and saw what life was working 9 to 5.... mostly longer..
I look forward to going back to school, until then I'll work something out. however this weekend I just want to think some things over. ,,
meet up with some friends, and eat some ben & jerry's..
yes, I quit the theatrical... but I will still miss all of you Vodafone ladies and gents very very much..
thank you...