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I'm debating on whether I should ever sleep again. My dreams dig into the darkness of my heart and wrenches the memories out of hiding. I wake up only wanting to sleep forever. I think I'll buy some caffine pills after Christmas. Speaking of Christmas, I've finally started my Christmas shopping. I'm kinda proud of myself. To be honest, I don't know what I want for Christmas, which annoys me when people ask me. Just get me nothing or a book, I'm happy with either. I think I'm addicted to my Sims 2 game. I think I'm addicted to Sims in general. Since I can rememeber I've owned all the expansion packs for Sims. Now here's Sims2. It's expansion packs are University and Nightlife. I only have Nightlife (courtesy of Stephen ^_^). Now they have this stupid one on Holiday. I'm like "F that. I can download the extra shit."
Oh man, last week-end was great. Stephen came down for a Disturbed concert, and after my play my dad and I went down to get him. Now it took fuckin forever to find him cause he changed locations on us. And by the time we found him, I was rip shit. But it was odd at how the moment I saw him, I wasn't pissed anymore. So we got home and had to go to bed. I was so scared because Stephen was tripping and I was afraid he was going to die on me. I went to bed in my mom's room and I heard him walking around. Suddenly I heard this gentle thump and my stomach dropped. I was panicing. I wanted to just jump out of bed and sprint up the stairs to se if he was ok. Then I heard more movements and I relaxed. I then woke up early (like 5:30) and laid in bed for 2 hours, waiting. Then I went upstairs and found him sleeping on the floor. I wanted to jump on him and hug him right then. So he woke up and we hung out downstairs for a few hours. Then I had to work at 3, but they called me in early cause they were busy. So I worked for a few hours. I got hit on by Jimmy, and I almost died cause of it. Anyways, after work, Stephen and I stayed up and watched Adult Swim. I never saw The Boondocks before, it's pretty good. Then I had to go to bed. Then I heard footsteps and looked up and saw Stephen peering at me from my mom's bedroom door. I was so exhausted, but I got up anyways and went downstairs with him. I was upset that he was leaving soon and I had to go to fricken work. I really wanted him to miss the bus and come see my play. But at least I'll get to see him after Christmas. 5 fuckin days baby!
Oh man, last week-end was great. Stephen came down for a Disturbed concert, and after my play my dad and I went down to get him. Now it took fuckin forever to find him cause he changed locations on us. And by the time we found him, I was rip shit. But it was odd at how the moment I saw him, I wasn't pissed anymore. So we got home and had to go to bed. I was so scared because Stephen was tripping and I was afraid he was going to die on me. I went to bed in my mom's room and I heard him walking around. Suddenly I heard this gentle thump and my stomach dropped. I was panicing. I wanted to just jump out of bed and sprint up the stairs to se if he was ok. Then I heard more movements and I relaxed. I then woke up early (like 5:30) and laid in bed for 2 hours, waiting. Then I went upstairs and found him sleeping on the floor. I wanted to jump on him and hug him right then. So he woke up and we hung out downstairs for a few hours. Then I had to work at 3, but they called me in early cause they were busy. So I worked for a few hours. I got hit on by Jimmy, and I almost died cause of it. Anyways, after work, Stephen and I stayed up and watched Adult Swim. I never saw The Boondocks before, it's pretty good. Then I had to go to bed. Then I heard footsteps and looked up and saw Stephen peering at me from my mom's bedroom door. I was so exhausted, but I got up anyways and went downstairs with him. I was upset that he was leaving soon and I had to go to fricken work. I really wanted him to miss the bus and come see my play. But at least I'll get to see him after Christmas. 5 fuckin days baby!