Kill me, Kill me now

[vampires_curse]

i miss being happy, i miss people caring about me (and u can say wat you want but does anyone but Faith know wat im talking about??) and i miss just knowing that... idk people love me.. i wish i was... damn i hate myself, im really pathetic huh....kill me

by the way does anyone know anything about poisonous spider bits cuz i tihnk i was bit by one (which makes my situation a hell of a lot worse... unless it kills me then no worries right