Which path should I take?

[vampirequeen]

I just got back from and incredible and exstreamely enlighting Dark Goddess Retreat with MG. I really help me face my worse fears and understand some of the things that are making me unhappy. Lol. I can not and should not expect the lone wolf to change for me. Nor should I change myself in order to accmodate said sistuation. I have yet again

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Thanks Sweetie!

[vampirequeen]

I really do appreciate it! I have been in something like a egg shell or chrysalis for the last year in 1/2 and I am just starting to feel like I am getting ready to break free of it. I had many things that I just kept pushing to the back of my head and kept telling myself that it is just me over reacting and to just get over it. I have come to the conclusion that I need to stop doing things for others and start doing the same things for myself Once I break free, I really feel the world that I created around me is wonderful and will expand with me, but certain things are choosing to be left behind, due the fact that they don't want to grow or change. Thou it will hurt for me to say or do so, but in order for me to expand, spread and learn how to use my wings I must leave the shelter of the nest and fly. In doing so I will leave various things behind me. There are three things that I have figured out that are holding me back from just up and flying away and they are fear of being alone, fear of being forgotten, and fear of the unknown. Thou the last one also excites me at the same time. There hasn't been any of the last one in my life for some time and it is time that I chance it. I am glad to hear that you are starting to grow you own collective and finding your own community. I miss you and all my sisters that have moved north. Super big hugs to you!