ehh

Feb 01, 2005 12:12

so im sick today and i didnt go to school, i feel like crap and its even worse cause i wont be able to do anything tonight now

yesterday was dumb as shit... first of all i couldnt pick up louis from road to go skating beacuse we had drama practice at 5, which is fine but when i got out of that everyone was supposed to meet at the vines center to go skating at 6 30, donnie decides to call me and say "hey im picking up jordan and were going to the show, so we will just meet you there" i wasnt planning on going to the show last night, but i met caleb at the vines center and mark didnt show up, but caleb's friend joe ended up going to meet donnie and jordan at the show with me, donnie had said that it would probably cost a dollar if anything, it turned out to be 3 dollars, and the only way i'd get to talk to him about going skating was to go in, so i payed 3 dollars, like an idiot and so did caleb and joe, caleb wanted to stay so we sat through one band and then decided to go skating at a church near the eft house for a minute, but it was too dark and too cold to skate so we left, but jordan claimed that it was my fault that we only skated for 5 minutes because we didnt start skating early enough, i had things to do, im sorry if they decided to change the initial plans at the last minute, but dont blame it on me, so jordan could just stop saying dumb shit like that right then and there, cause it wasnt my fault at all. so we went back to the house and watched eft play and then we went to macadoos, when we got there donnie asked me to take jordan home because he didnt have any gas, but neither did i but i said yes cause im an idiot, but danelle asked if jordan wanted to ride with her home so i didnt have to take him, i got wings and a drink and cheesecake and donnie asked me to pay for his cheesecake too, which i shouldnt have done because he put red cherry juice on my white shirt which really pissed me off, then when i had to pay, i had 10 dollars that my dad had given me for dinner, and he asked for change, but because donnie didnt have any money i had to pay my dad's 10 dollars along with 3 dollars of my own for donnie's cheesecake, then when i left i realized it was 10 45, i didnt know what the time was when i was eating so i didnt pay any attention, when i got home i called sarah, which was the only enjoyable part of yesterday. please someone kill me. sometimes i think im too nice. last night i had 19 dollars in my pocket, i now have 4, cory owes me 8 dollars, donnie owes me 3. i also have no gas and i guess i will have to live on 4 dollars of gas until i get a pay check for the job i havent gotten hired for yet. god im an idiot.

today is definetly not any better than yesterday and things arent looking up, i was looking forward to doing something with sarah tonight, but im sick and cant do anything.

the patriots better not win the superbowl, or i am bound to just throw my body off of a bridge.

im an idiot.
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