WHY

Jan 20, 2006 00:26

I wish I could stop somethings in my life from happening. My friend got robbed by some racist blacks and the people that are supose to be on his side are sticking up for the thiefs that robbed him. All of them are black and they are being 2 faced after all the things we've down for them. So now I'm becoming racist b/c of those reasons(b/c all the people but the friend are black) and we've giving them: food, cigarettes, power, we were nice to them and did basically watever they wanted us to do then they turned on us. There is only one black who I trust and even though he's disobeying his aunt, he comes over and I don't care. I'm scared though b/c one of the people I don't trust is trying to get my girlfriend into ALOT of trouble and she doesn't need to be. She's a good person. The other person is going to get her robbed(like her brother), beat, and raped. I just feel it and my feelings are not wrong very often. It's after 12 and I can't sleep b/c I'm so worried.

Some people shouldn't have to go through what they do while others don't go through what they deserve. One more reason(and I have plenty of them, trust me) that I believe there is no god. We are we and unfortunately, we make the rules.

12:24 in the morning and I just can't sleep.
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