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Title: Troubling in the Night
Author: VampireMilly
Pairing: SagaxShou (main) HirotoxNao, ToraxKanon
Rating: PG
Summary: Saga has something to tell Shou, but doesn’t know how to say. It’s pushing him to the edge. Same goes for Hiroto. (fail at summaries. Please forgive me! T.T)
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of these wonderful people.
The hustle and bustle of the city at night was all but so comforting to Saga. Although most of the fans would think that Tora was the one who loved the night most, it was mistaken. Saga was quite enticed by it all. As he walked farther away from the crowds, he found himself walking to a nearby field. He looked up and saw thousands upon thousands of stars. how can something so far away shine so brightly? he often wondered. Saga took a seat on the ground and looked up.
He had accompanied Hiroto many times in the past to gaze at the stars. He never quite understood why the little fellow was so interested in the little sparkles in the sky. “They just look down and smile at you , ya know? It’s like the have their own little world and they just watch us for fun. Much like we do to them.” this was the time when Hiroto had discussed his feelings for Nao with Saga. Although taken aback, Saga listened to the young one. Hiroto had many worries of if he should tell the band leader or not. What would become of the band? And the age difference. Nao was the oldest, and Hiroto was the youngest. What would become of that? Saga listened intently to all Hiroto had to say. After he was finished, Saga stared at him for a moment. He then looked back at the sky. “What are you so worried about? Just go and tell him. So what about the age difference thing? And the band? Hiroto, we’re not stupid. Tora, Shou and I all know that you have been in love with Nao for almost three years. As for Nao himself, I’m not so sure. Why don’t you go ask him. What’s life without any chances.” There was a brief silence as Hiroto stared dumbfound at Saga. “…you shouldn’t be the one to tell me about chances, Saga-kun,” Hiroto said ad he looked back to stare at the stars. Saga chuckled. Hiroto was the only one who knew of his little crush on Shou…
Of coarse, that was about a month ago, and according to Saga’s known information, Hiroto was still staring at his beloved Nao-kun from afar. He recalled the last sentence Hiroto had said to him. “you shouldn’t be the one to tell me about chances, Saga-kun.” Saga chuckled to himself. He really shouldn’t have been the one to say that. Shou was so very dear to him, so he understood what Hiroto was saying. Although he always likes to help out his friends when they have some of their personal problems, he couldn’t help himself when he had them. He laid down on the grass and closed his eyes. Why was it so hard for him to tell Shou how he felt? It couldn’t have been that hard. Shou, I love you. Four simple words…. But, with so much meaning. “Shou….”
“Sagachi?”
Saga’s eyes shot open and turned around. There, Shou was standing right behind him. How the hell did Shou get here?! Oh yeah, it was original the place Hiroto showed them last year. “if ever a problem on your mind, just come here and try to figure it out!” he said in his cheery voice.
“h-hey Shou…”
“What’s the matter? You don’t look so good.” Shou sat beside Saga and put his left hand on his right on Saga’s. “you don’t have a temperature…”
Saga swore to himself that if Shou didn’t turn away, he would see the tears rolling down his face. Why was he so kind? Always, always putting everyone’s needs before his own. Just like last year. Saga had starved himself and was refusing to eat. He had complained about his image and said that he had to look his best, or the fans would toss him aside. Little did he know what he was doing to himself. One day, he had fainted and because he lived alone, there was no one to help him. Little did he know that Shou had come to pay a visit. (the members had exchanged keys with each other so they could be closer to each other.) Shou was the one who had found Saga on the floor in the kitchen. He was the one who nursed him back to health. He had even told Nao off for not going to band practice. “I’ll see to it that he gats better! Once he gets back to full health, then I’ll be able to rest! I won’t have him suffering alone!” Shou had slept over Saga’s house that entire week and nursed him back to health.
“Sagachi….”
Saga mentally cursed. Shou looked at Saga and wiped away his tears. The were like a waterfall and the continued to stream down like one.
“Saga, calm down! Saga…”
“I can’t calm down, dammit!” Saga shouted. He was getting himself worked up. He couldn’t control himself anymore. He needed to get his feelings out. He couldn’t keep them in any longer. He had to…
“Dammit Shou, why? Why the hell are you always so kind to everyone?! You always put yourself last when it comes to anyone. You’re special to you know! You can’t do that. You can’t do that to me…. Or I’ll….I’ll…..” Saga began to sob not so quietly. Why was he getting himself so worked up?
“Hey Saga, calm down. I don’t think I’m not special! Hey…” Shou looked at the sobbing man and embraced him. He rubbed his back and let Saga cry.
“I love you Shou.” Saga said between sobs in whispers. When he finally stopped his carrying on, he grabbed Shou by his shoulders with both hands. “Shou… ILOVEYOU!” Saga practically screamed out his sentence and he began to cry again. His tear stained face lit up in the light of the stars. great, just great. I probably look like the stupidest person living. I can’t look at him. I’m a guy! How weird could that sound?! Oh God, I made a mistake. I can’t take it back.. Saga eyes shot open as he felt a warm sensation on his lips. Shou had leaned in and kissed Saga.
as Saga was processing everything that was happening, Shou pulled away and looked endearingly at Saga. “and he finally admits it,” he said with a smile.
“….WOAHWAITWHAT?! What do you mean by ‘he finally admits it?’ you, but, um…” Saga just stared at Shou as if he had 3 heads n his shoulders.
Shou just smiled and planted another kiss on Saga’s lips.
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The next day, Alice Nine met up at the usual Starbucks that Nao said was “HQ”. Saga was surprised to see only Shou had gotten there at the designated time. He looked up and smiled as he saw Saga walking in his direction.
“Hey Saga!” Shou said in an unusually cheery voice.
“Hey Shou. Are you ok. Maybe you put too much sugar in your coffee again…”
“nope I’m perfectly fine.” Shou continued to smile. Saga took the seat next to him. They began to talk a little about putting together a song. Of coarse, under the table, they were holding hands. Saga felt somewhat childish doing so, be relentlessly allowed Shou to cling to him. He couldn’t help but smile.
Out of the corner of his eye, Saga saw something that, if he wasn’t in a public place, would run around in circles screaming, ‘yessss!! You did it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!’ walking to the same table as the two, were Nao and Hiroto hand in hand without a car in the world. Shou looked up and almost spit out his coffee. Hiroto rolled his eyes, whilst Nao let out a few giggles. The two sat down across from Saga and Shou. As they patiently waited for Tora, they ordered another round of coffee.
As if on cue Tora walked into the Starbucks, texting franticaly. He looked up and waved to the four sitting at the table. As his phone vibrated in his hand, he quickly put all his attention back on the phone. He didn’t realize that there were a few chairs in the way, which resulted in him falling over three of the 5 neatly stcked chairs. As he attempted to compose himself, he lost his balance again and ran head first into a wall.
After making his little scene, he finally made it to the table. “Jeezus Tora, what the hell was that?” Nao asked as Shou and Hiroto had turned into a fit of giggles.
“Well, I was texting and then I tripped and I had a walking fail and-”
“Tora, is that a cellphone charm?” Saga asked. All the attention was brought to the cellphone in Tora’s hand. Nao quickly snatched it and examined the charm.
“I never thought that you of all people would be into cut things like this,” he said pointing to the little white bunny holding a heart.
Tora blushed. “I-I’m not really!…. It was a gift…”
Silence filled the table until the four began to flood poor Tora with questions.
“What’s her name?! How long?! Is She cute?! Have we met her?! Why didn’t you tell us?!” amongst all the ruckus, the cellphone vibrated again. As Tora desprately tried to get his phone back, he was restrained by Saga and Shou as Nao flipped over the device and pressed a series of buttons.
“…Shinya Sano… YOUR DATING KANON OF ANTC CAFÉ?!”
Silence filled the table. Tora continued to blush as the four men stared at him. Tora snatched his phone back and looked the other way.
“s-so what?! You guys are allowed to date, but I can’t?”
Hiroto, Nao, Shou and Saga exchanged looks and then looked at their embarrassed guitarist.
When Tora finally looked up at his friends after sending his last text, they all started laughing.
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A/N
Ok, so I think that this was pretty good. Title doesn’t really fit though. (couldn’t think of anything else…..
Alright, so I hope you liked it. Please rate and comment!