Jan 30, 2006 12:31
Everything sucks.
I should just leave it at that. I feel like crap, and it doesn't help that I haven't written in a while, then I write about my very depressive morning.
First off, I can't go to Hawaii for Spring Break. My father pisses me off so much. So now, Lindsey probably can't go, so Stacy will be all alone with her dad and his girlfriend. And you may be thinking, boo-freaking-who, she's in Hawaii! Yeah, without her friends. So, now I have to possibility to go to the freakin mountains. I don't want to go to hick town usa. I want Hawaii!! I would be stuck with my pastor, whom I hate, my youth pastor two oldest girls, and I can't stand the older one for a day, let alone an entire week. This is crap!!! So, now I'm stuck at home for a freaking week, unless I make plans which will pale compared to Hawaii.
Also, I had to perform my fucking monologue. It pisses me off. I say more about that, but my friends want me to go talk to them, and I have to say saything else. Someone I know died this weekend by OD-ing. I haven't seen him in a long time, and his brother is the person I actually know. But I found out this morning, and it just felt horrible, especially because of a play I'm doing called ADDICT, which I bet you could figure out what it's about. I'll explain more later.
I promise I'll try to be in a better mood next time I write. Lisa
Stuff I also just remembered that suck: My english teacher made me look like a fucking moron is English class. About shakespeare. Which, I knew exactly what I was talking about. Then, Mr Henn said no this it it. Then some crap came out of his mouth, which is exactly what I said, only more stupid! And of course, I'm like one of the possibly two or three people in there who actually knows anything about Shakespeare in the first place and understands this! Well, my food is here, so I'm leaving.