Second Chances (Chapter 28b)

[vampiremadonna]

Title: Second Chances
Author: VampireMadonna
Pairing: Main: YunJae; Secondary: JaeMin, HoMin
Rating: PG-13
Length: Chaptered
Summary: After Changmin's death, how are Jae and Yunho going to cope with their grief and their increasing attraction to each other?
A/N: This part is a little complicated. It's set to BGM to set the atmosphere for the scene

Comments

[janekaulitz]

Right now, I understand most of the things that have happened up until now. I mean, I think I have overreacted to the way Yunho sent Jae off.

I've had a deep and thorough conversation about all of this with a friend of mine and I got to the conclusion that, even though Yunho was unfair to Jae in the way he made Jae leave, it was understandable.

I think Yunho thought he was being unfair not only to Min's memory, but also to Jae, because he kind of thought he was just using Jae to forget his own grief and that made him think he was betraying his dead husband, which is kind of ridiculous, but understandable.

Then, Jae had found Kai, but, in my opinion it was because Jae had to experience how Yunho felt towards him and Min and that he kinda had to know that all Yunho did was out of confusion and that he was STILL grieving over Min. You can tell me if it is or it is not, I don't mind XD.

I just hope that things can get fixed between them and that they can get their HEA.

Keep up the great job, darling <3 I'll be impatiently waiting for the next update.

[vampiremadonna]

You are right about everything except Jae and Kai. The reason I threw that in was, well, realistically, Jae is a very attractive guy so it'd make sense that he met someone when he came back and in a previous chapter I established a history of Kitty setting him up on dates for that very reason. Kai gave him the chance to experience actually being with someone he could like, who wasn't Yunho, since he said he never really met anyone that he truly connected with. In the end, naturally, his love for Yunho could not be denied.

He knows why Yunho did what he did and he doesn't blame him. He'd expected it (for Yunho to push him away) but he'd thought it would've come sooner. When the months kept going by and they only grew closer, he started to believe that MAYBE Yunho was moving on and dealing with Min's loss better than he'd hoped. In the end, it didn't turn out to be that easy. But he knows that Yunho has feelings for him, that's the reason he left quietly instead of talking him out of it like he had before, even though it hurt like hell.

[janekaulitz]

Well, damn. I guess, I just overthought things. But at least Jae forgot his own pain for a while (?). Anyways, I'm really glad he'd met Kai throughout all the shit he'd been put through and knowing that he understands why Yunho did what he did just relieves me to no end, despite the fact that I feel really bad for him, because - in my opinion - it was kind of unfair.

But I won't blame it all on Yunho now. He has his own shit to deal with too.

And hell... Jae has gone through a lot too on his own. I mean, at least, Yunho kind of had Jae to rely on while he was grieving, Jae had no one, he dealt with all of this by himself. Anyways, as I already said like a thousand times, I won't blame Yunho.

I absolutely love the way you write. Is so RARE to find fanfiction as well written as yours. I barely caught any mistakes and the way you write it is just... mesmerizing.

I will be so sad when this story comes to its ending...