Months later...
So, it has been a while since my last entry. The summer sort of flew by dragging me in it's talons. I think I'm starting to find my footing again but somedays it doesn't really seem like it. I have been hanging out with Meghan on the weekends.. when she is home from school. Also, somewhat frequently spending time with Brian. Haven't seen much of Jimmy lately. He's too "busy" to hang out. *rolls eyes* I more or less have given up on that endevor.
But yeah, for the most part life isn't too bad. Working part time. Actually, I have TWO partime jobs now. Hopefully it will pay the bills (aka student loans) when they start really rolling in. Doesn't help that I have been finding really cool shops online. The impulse to buy cool things is really hard to resist. I even got a new credit card (total of 2 in my possesion now.. not including debit card. haha) So it's becoming dangerous.. but I don't want to go back to having only 20 bucks in my bank account.. so I'm trying to be good. I think I have 500+ right now. haha Wooot. (I miss the days of 5000+ ..although I can't say I miss the 40+ hours a week! :p Trade off! )
Going to Salem, Ma this weekend. SO excited. Salem Witch Trials.. heck yes. I have really been embracing my fascination of witchcraft and the occult world in general. Thus the finding of really cool shops online. Been looking into crystal and gem healing and powers. Interesting. As a kid I was really into rocks and minerals. I had no idea why. Had a collection of rocks/crystals and used to tumble polish my own rocks. Now I've been exploring the powers behind different gems. Really interesting stuff. Also rituals/spells slightly. And of course I have always enjoyed occult decor and clothing. Found some COOL boxes and chests that I want to get.. but I'm not sure what I'd put in them yet. I want to get one that has compartments (like the box my rocks are in now..) and transfer my rocks to that. I think I have outgrew the bright pink and purple plastic makeup box they are in now! ha.
I'm also sort of searching for ways to unlock my mind. To find a way to successfully meditate and become atune to my own mind.. possibly discover hidden psychic abilities.. but that's a bit of wishful thinking. *shrugs* but who knows. I believe we all have the ability within us. We just have to learn how to channel it. I've also been hoping that maybe I will find a way to open up my creativity a little. These things are all up there.. they just need to be channeled.. or UNBLOCKED somehow. So that's my mission. Looked into chakras a bit. Looks like I need to work on my Third Eye and Throat chakra! ;)
But anywho.. yup. That's the grand update. The now. The unmoppy but still somewhat lost ME. It's progress. I think... lol We shall see. I really need to get my act together and do the whole GRE thing before it's too late. I'm such a slacker. But Brian said he was looking into it too.. so maybe we can do it together. The buddy system! :D
But yeah, for the most part life isn't too bad. Working part time. Actually, I have TWO partime jobs now. Hopefully it will pay the bills (aka student loans) when they start really rolling in. Doesn't help that I have been finding really cool shops online. The impulse to buy cool things is really hard to resist. I even got a new credit card (total of 2 in my possesion now.. not including debit card. haha) So it's becoming dangerous.. but I don't want to go back to having only 20 bucks in my bank account.. so I'm trying to be good. I think I have 500+ right now. haha Wooot. (I miss the days of 5000+ ..although I can't say I miss the 40+ hours a week! :p Trade off! )
Going to Salem, Ma this weekend. SO excited. Salem Witch Trials.. heck yes. I have really been embracing my fascination of witchcraft and the occult world in general. Thus the finding of really cool shops online. Been looking into crystal and gem healing and powers. Interesting. As a kid I was really into rocks and minerals. I had no idea why. Had a collection of rocks/crystals and used to tumble polish my own rocks. Now I've been exploring the powers behind different gems. Really interesting stuff. Also rituals/spells slightly. And of course I have always enjoyed occult decor and clothing. Found some COOL boxes and chests that I want to get.. but I'm not sure what I'd put in them yet. I want to get one that has compartments (like the box my rocks are in now..) and transfer my rocks to that. I think I have outgrew the bright pink and purple plastic makeup box they are in now! ha.
I'm also sort of searching for ways to unlock my mind. To find a way to successfully meditate and become atune to my own mind.. possibly discover hidden psychic abilities.. but that's a bit of wishful thinking. *shrugs* but who knows. I believe we all have the ability within us. We just have to learn how to channel it. I've also been hoping that maybe I will find a way to open up my creativity a little. These things are all up there.. they just need to be channeled.. or UNBLOCKED somehow. So that's my mission. Looked into chakras a bit. Looks like I need to work on my Third Eye and Throat chakra! ;)
But anywho.. yup. That's the grand update. The now. The unmoppy but still somewhat lost ME. It's progress. I think... lol We shall see. I really need to get my act together and do the whole GRE thing before it's too late. I'm such a slacker. But Brian said he was looking into it too.. so maybe we can do it together. The buddy system! :D