DONE!
Been reading over some past entries and had to stop to slap myself across the face.. a couple times! When did I become such a fucking GIRL!? Maybe I should go get me some cheese for my WHINE! *rolls eyes* lol
Yeah.. I dunno. Maybe it's the rum talking? ha ...but I think I really need to get over it. Granted.. that's not easy. I fucking like him.. A LOT. he's unlike anyone I've ever met.. perfect in his own messed up way. lol But, I'm just going to drive myself crazy.. because it's NOT gonna happen. SO.. hopefully he can pull his head out of the sand long enough to be my friend and have some fun before he waltz's out of my life.
I honestly would rather just have fun now.. have something worth remembering when it's all over.
Yeah.. I dunno. Maybe it's the rum talking? ha ...but I think I really need to get over it. Granted.. that's not easy. I fucking like him.. A LOT. he's unlike anyone I've ever met.. perfect in his own messed up way. lol But, I'm just going to drive myself crazy.. because it's NOT gonna happen. SO.. hopefully he can pull his head out of the sand long enough to be my friend and have some fun before he waltz's out of my life.
I honestly would rather just have fun now.. have something worth remembering when it's all over.