When it rains...it fuckin pours...
O my god...this has been such a bad two days that i wanna like curl up in a corner and sob my eyes out... First of all, i bombed...and i mean BOMBED (45%) my first bio test. This is a big deal because i am a bio major and failing bio as a major is a bad thing...plus im in honors so i have to keep a 3.5. PLUS my scholarship (and therefore, my ability to attend college rides totally on my grades. Hence, I have to change majors and drop bio...This means that i have until monday to tell my advisor what major i am switching to so that we can fix my schedule for the spring semester (PRESSURE MUCH?!). On top of that, my no-longer-so-good friend, Jon, has decided to be a total asshole now that he has a gf and not hang with me and the gang (talia, bob, and jake) nemore. This makes me mad and i talked to him about it and he said he would fix it but then sent everyone a message that basically accused us of being mean to his gf WHEN WE NEVER WERE!!!!!!! so that sucks major and isn't making things any easier. Now for the coup de gras...My bf Daniel found out at his sports physical yesterday that his heart is beating very irregularly (speeds up really fast and then slows to scary slow within ten seconds...) and has to go to the doctor to see about it...firstly, of course, i am worried about him but on top of that, our two year anniversary is on Monday so he was going to come home and spend the weekend with me celebrating. Well, his fitness guys scheduled his appointment for this weekend so now it looks like he cant come home and i cannot afford to go to him so it looks like we wont get to celebrate our anniversary after all. I dont want to sound really selfish because his health is really important to me but dont i have a right to be sad? I mean, we were gonna go to the St. X/Trinity game on friday and then to the Cheesecake Factory for a romantic dinner on Saturday and it makes me really sad that we might not have that now...I dunno maybe i am being a bitch. Its not like im not worried about him...i am...im just kinda dissappointed too. Is that wrong? This week sucks soooo bad...