Bad Day!!!
This is the worst day i have had in a while. First, I woke up to the fact that my grandfather had been admitted to the hospital because of severe chest pains. Then i got to go to school with the knowledge that my siblings were at home by themselves and that i couldnt stay with them because i had to take a fing ib test. All day, i have been fighting the urge to lay down on the floor and bawl my heart out. Then when i got home, we got a call from my mother telling us that my grandfather is going to undergo openheart surgery tomorrow because he has blockages in his heart. I'm really scared and stressed to the point that i want to go outside, stand on my porch and scream until my lungs collapse. I'm tired and i just want to cry. However, since im currently trying to keep Kris from falling apart, i cannot cry at all. I'm just overwhelmed at the moment and i feel like noone understands and like i dont have the right to cry for my grandfather. This is just one of those days when i wish the world would just go away...