A whole load of sadness
So I have had the surgery, I have an evil looking scar about 7ins in length and I am very sad :(
Yeah I know I am lucky to have had the opportunity to have WLS and the bypass is already helping my blood glucose control, but I am in pain a lot, I cant cough or sneeze without a tearing feeling inside.
My doctor told me that I was going to be up and down with my emotions and boy am I.
Having someone pick holes in everything you do is horrible and has left me in tears tonight even moreso when the said hole picker thinks they are supporting me.
I am feeling shit and lonely and it's taking it's toll. I just want to cry all the time, but again I can't do that because that hurts too *sighs*
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