Happiness mixed with stress
I am finally getting away from my house!! I got a phone call from the apartment people saying that me and my friends were approved for the apartment and that we can move in Friday! It is about time! We have been trying to get a place since November. Although I am happy about that I am getting stressed out about everything else. I got sick and stayed in bed for a week. I missed school and fell really far behind. I was thinking about giving up but I called Steve and told him about it. He told me that it will be ok and that he will help me with everything that he can and he will support me if i need him to. That made me feel better. Then I talked to aaron about it and he comforted me and offered me help too. Talking to the two of them calmed me down and now i have a better idea of what i am going to do. I have also been a little whiney bc I am not able to really spend time with steve until I move into the apartment bc of the issues with his car. I wanted to see him today but I have to go to work after school. Not being able to see steve means that I am holding in a great deal of emotion. That is never a good thing! I think/hope that things will straighten out once I am in the apartment.