(no subject)
Written for vampire_kiki for beta reading for me.
Title: What Tetsu wants...
Rating: 18
Band: L'Arc En Ciel
Pairings: Tetsu X Hyde, Hyde X Megumi
Warnings: Questionable consent, drug use.
Summary: When Tetsu wants something he always gets it, no matter who gets hurt in the process, and this time his targets are set on Hyde.
With one arm wrapped around Tetsu and the other holding a mic to his mouth Hyde sang the familiar words on autopilot as his heart raced. This had been bad enough during rehearsal but to have to do it in front of thousands of fans? It wasn't like he disliked fan service but surely this was going too far!
As if sensing his nerves Tetsu turned his head slightly just to see what was keeping Hyde back, he was supposed to have grabbed his crotch by now before ripping away his shirt but Hyde seemed nervous, unsure. Tetsu had half expected such a thing to happen but tonight he was determined Hyde would perform the fan service without backing out, unfortunately the vocalist had other ideas and delayed everything through a kiss between a verse and the chorus. Frustrated Tetsu forced his tongue into Hyde's mouth making it clear to both audience and vocalist that tonight he meant business. Mouthing a warning at the other to get his act together he saw the fight fade from Hyde's eyes and with a shaking hand he began to feel Tetsu up letting his hand wander down over Tetsu's crotch as if he really might want to have sex with him right here on stage. Then as expected off him Hyde grabbed the sides of Tetsu's shirt ripping it open before feeling him up again glad the hard part was over, now he just had to tease Tetsu so the crowd could see the bassist wanted it too before skipping back to the safety of the middle of the stage where he could enjoy the rest of the live knowing the worst was over. It wasn't that he hated performing fan service, just that he wished they could keep it simple. Hugs and perhaps a quick kiss, there was no need to practically rape each other on stage, though he was sure if he made such protests to his friend Gackt the other would tell him differently. Gackt was all about keeping his fans happy in any means possible and Hyde was starting too worry that Tetsu was beginning to read from the same page. Perhaps it hadn't been a good idea too introduce the pair after all but Hyde had foolishly wanted all his friends to know each other and perhaps become friends too.
Tetsu smirked to himself as he went to shower pleased with what he had accomplished, to him it was far beyond fan service and their performance was just the beginning of his plans to steal Hyde away from Megumi. He had to be careful though, remain the seemingly nice man that everyone thought he was, but he knew he could do it. Had he not got Ken kicked out of university and left him with no other option to join the band? That was probably his greatest accomplishment so far because as far as anyone knew all he'd done was offer the guitarist a chance when he had no other options and given him a place to stay and food because his parents were that mad at him. He was a master manipulator and had the patience of a saint when it came to executing his plans.
Today he was simply making her begin to doubt so he made up an excuse of needing to make a phone call before leaving the band alone together before going to stand in an adjacent room with phone held to his ear in case anyone might come out and wonder what he was doing. He waited patiently and when Megumi appeared in the hallway he hid further in the darkness hoping she wouldn't see him and ruin his plan, it all counted on his lack of knowledge that she was even here.
The text inviting her had come from Hyde's phone and had long since been deleted, as far as Megumi knew one of his band mates, or work colleagues, had invited her here to surprise her husband but without a name to the text she'd have no idea who sent it. The original message had off course been deleted from Hyde's phone as to not ruin the surprise.
Waiting just a few minutes longer Tetsu put his phone away and pushed open the dressing room door with a big grin on his face ready to put on the show off his life.
“Hyde baby, have you seen my....” Tetsu asked before he went silent as if seeing Megumi for the first time. He smiled at her deliberately appearing a bit nervous before turning back to Hyde to finish his question knowing that the band would assume he was messing about but Megumi wouldn't be so sure, especially after the mysterious warning she had received a few days ago suggesting that Hyde was cheating on her with him.
Tetsu could almost literally see the doubts running through Megumi's mind but then she smiled and relaxed clearly trusting her husband, well that was alright Tetsu wasn't ready for a complete break up just yet he was merely sowing the seed of doubt that would slowly begin to consume Megumi as she gradually found more and more evidence to support her fears until she would eventually conclude Hyde really was cheating on her. Tetsu almost felt sorry for the couple but not enough to stop, he wanted the vocalist to himself and he would get him no matter what the cost.
Just over a week later Hyde was returning home relieved that the tour was finally over and he could finally enjoy a couple of days to relax and recover. He loved music and touring but sometimes you just needed time to yourself or better yet, with your loving wife who had promised to be home.
“Megumi?” Hyde called upstairs smiling as she replied that she was in the bedroom, sure that could only mean only one thing he headed upstairs and pushed open the door shocked to see Megumi glaring down at him as he entered, it sucked to be shorter than everyone sometimes. “Mei-chan, what's wrong?”
“Where have you been today?” she asked in such a tone that it made it clear she knew where she thought he had been but wanted him to admit it.
“I told you there might be a party after the tour, you were invited you know.” Hyde replied desperately hoping he had invited her, no he was sure he had because he distinctly remembered her saying she wasn't in the mood and was going to stay home with their son.
“I know I was invited. Where else have you been?” Megumi asked glancing at her watch quickly working out Hyde had probably only been partying for an hour before coming home to her, it was sweet but she was too wound up to notice tonight.
“Work.” Hyde replied. “You know that.”
“What about at lunch time?” Megumi demanded.
“Eating lunch?” Hyde replied.
“Then tell me, if you've been out all day who's been in our bed?” Megumi demanded and then to Hyde's complete shock she picked up a brown hair that belonged to neither of them. “Who's hair is this Hyde?”
“I don't know, it kind of looks like Tetsu's.” Hyde admitted taking it off her and frowning. “Perhaps it got on my clothes or something. You can't really think I came home with Tetsu and got in our bed and.... oh god you think I cheated!”
“Didn't you?” Megumi asked frowning, she'd been so sure before but Hyde looked so lost and confused right now, he always had been terrible at lying to her but all she could see was honest confusion.
“Off course I didn't, I’d never hurt you like that.” Hyde reassured Megumi pulling her close relieved when she accepted his embrace.
“I'm sorry, it's just the bed...” Megumi worried. “It wasn't like I make it.”
“Well perhaps it wasn't made right, or someone else has been in here.” Hyde replied frowning as he pulled open the drawer where he kept his jewellery and beginning to check nothing was gone.
“Forget it, perhaps I just didn't make it properly this morning.” Megumi replied. “I jumped to conclusions, I know you miss being with a man sometimes.”
“Sometimes but we found a solution to that didn't we.” Hyde replied turning to smile at Megumi. “You know it is the last day of my tour and you accused me off cheating....”
“Pick the toy.” Megumi replied with a relieved smile, Hyde wasn't cheating on her and she felt bad for even thinking such things.
“Is something bothering you?” Tetsu asked as Hyde sank into a chair looking like he'd just failed an exam or lost all his money, it was starting to become a regular occurrence and Tetsu could only hope it was due to his interfering in Hyde's relationship.
“It's Megumi, she won't stop accusing me of cheating.” Hyde complained. “And here's the worst part, the evidence against me is starting to mount up even though I haven't done anything!”
“What kind of evidence?” Tetsu asked so perfectly honest and caring that nobody would ever guess he had been involved.
“Things like she found all the messages on my phone deleted, same with my e-mails and internet history.” Hyde replied. “I didn't delete any off them though, I swear she's setting me up. She's obsessed with the idea that I'm cheating on her with you, it's like she's trying to make me confess to an affair she's already decided I’ve had.”
“Me?” Tetsu asked startled.
“Yeah, perhaps that fan service on our tour was a little too realistic?” Hyde admitted. “It all started around the time she watched us perform together.”
“I'm sorry, I never would have made you go so far if I thought she would act like this.” Tetsu apologised as he wrapped a supportive arm around Hyde's shoulders.
“Perhaps you shouldn't hold me.” Hyde commented though he made no move to pull away.
“You're upset and need your friend.” Tetsu scolded. “I don't know what to say to make things better but I can support you. It's not like Megumi is being entirely irrational you know, you mean a lot to me and she must be able to see that.”
“Perhaps.” Hyde replied. “I just don't know what to do. How can I get her to trust me?”
“Make her a romantic meal?” Tetsu suggested. “Show her how much she means to you and tell her how much her accusations are hurting you. If it gets too much you can come stay with me you know, it might make things worse but you're my friend so I have to offer.”
“Thanks Tetsu.” Hyde replied with a genuine smile of gratitude which Tetsu returned before placing a kiss on Hyde's cheek and then, as if unable to control himself, he gave Hyde a quick kiss on the lips.
“Sorry, I should go.” Tetsu apologised.
“No, stay just hold me.” Hyde begged. “I feel so miserable right now and you're the only one who I can trust will listen and not judge.”
“Hyde, you know I like you.” Tetsu commented. “A little too much, Megumi can see it and I think I should let you know.... my feelings are more than just friendship.”
“Well the way things are going I'm not going to have a wife much longer.” Hyde replied with a sigh. “Perhaps it might pay off for you to wait?”
“Perhaps, but what kind of friend would I be if I wanted your marriage to end?” Tetsu replied. “I'm going to go, before someone walks in and gets the wrong idea.”
“Everyone just sucks so bad right now.” Hyde replied with a sigh. “I can't be alone with anyone any more without worrying about her getting suspicious.”
“You could be with her?” Tetsu suggested.
“Kept on a leash.” Hyde muttered. “Maybe I should just break up with her? I can't keep living like this. Maybe if we separate and she sees nothing happens she'll forgive me and ask for me to come back?”
“Hyde I can't help you, I'm too involved.” Tetsu apologised. “Yukihiro will be here soon, I'm going to get a drink or something.”
“Fine, don't let me stop you.” Hyde replied as he picked up his phone and checked that Megumi hadn't sent any messages, she seemed to want to know where he was all the time now and it was getting just a little bit too much.
Tetsu grinned like a madman as he picked up the newspaper and saw he had made the front page, it's paid off to hire a photographer to get pictures of the kiss as now even the tabloids thought he and Hyde were in a relationship. It was just a matter of time before Hyde turned up crying at his door and he busied himself getting ready for Hyde's arrival. Everything had been carefully planned so that the timing of Hyde's relationship breakdown would correspond perfectly with his close friends been out of town, all but Tetsu. It hadn't been too hard too arrange as there were few men Hyde would trust to see him at his worst.
“Damn it!” Tetsu swore as he picked up a magazine with Gackt on the cover, how had he overlooked him? Perhaps because Hyde didn't see him much and he barely knew the other, would Hyde go there instead of here? Was Gackt even in town? Tetsu would be devastated if his hard work had all been in vain, it wasn't nice to see Hyde like this either but it had to be done. He had to have Hyde regardless of the cost, it was just the kind of man he was.
The door bell rang and breathing a sigh of relief Tetsu opened the door putting on an expectant worried expression as if he knew, which he did, and felt bad that Hyde had broken up with Megumi. Wordlessly Hyde held up the paper with the pictures before falling into Tetsu's arms crying.
“Oh honey.” Tetsu whispered stroking Hyde's hair with one hand as he pushed the door shut with his foot. “If I’d have known the paparazzi were there...”
“It's not your fault, it's not the paparazzi's fault and you know what? It's not even my fault.” Hyde replied stubbornly. “I'm a musician, fan service is in our job description so we act closer than most men should but Megumi knew all that when she married me. She's been irrational and crazy for weeks now and I’ve just had enough. I ended this, told her I’ll wait for her to make up her mind if she can trust me or not but why do I feel so bad?”
“Because you love her.” Tetsu responded admitting it to himself more than anything, Hyde did love Megumi but that didn't mean he couldn't get what he wanted tonight. “Let's go into the lounge where we can drink beer and talk or drink beer and watch a film, whatever you want to do but beer must be involved.”
“Got anything stronger?” Hyde asked hopefully as he obediently followed Tetsu into the lounge and sunk into Tetsu's soft sofa pulling the throw over himself like a child with a security blanket. He felt miserable, like his life had come to an end which in a way it had, but Tetsu could at least help him forget.
Even drunk off his head Hyde wasn't responding to Tetsu's touches the way the bassist had wanted, he'd kiss him back for a moment before pulling back shaking and he'd have to start all over again with gentle touches and kind words. Hyde was deeper in love than Tetsu had expected, but not greater than he had prepared for.
“Another whiskey?” Tetsu offered and Hyde nodded eagerly, turning his attention back on the TV where a action film was playing though he couldn't even follow the plot. Right now the hero was, for some reason, fighting a pack off wolves with a shovel which was entertaining enough to keep Hyde occupied. He didn't look back once when Tetsu was preparing the drinks and so when he accepted the drink he had no idea that it was spiked with a drug designed to increase his hormone levels and turn him into a wanton whore. It was a cruel tactic and one Tetsu had tried to avoid but Hyde was just being so annoyingly stubborn.
Sitting back Tetsu watched the film leaving the drug time to take effect but when Hyde hadn't made a move twenty minutes later he had to check, glancing over it was clear Hyde was fighting off his own hormones and with a pleased smile Tetsu bent over to kiss his vocalist delighted when Hyde kissed him back desperately and straddled his lap having lost the limited self control that had kept him from making the first move.
“I'm sorry.” Hyde muttered as he began to giggle. “I just can't help myself, I think the whiskey has gone to my brain.”
“Don't apologise kiss me.” Tetsu ordered and eagerly Hyde obeyed pressing his already aroused body against Tetsu as he did so, he was like a man possessed but that was fine, Tetsu loved the demon that was possessing the other and eagerly accepted Hyde's over familiar touches and the desperate caress of his lips.
“I need you so bad.” Hyde admitted looking almost shy though he was busy pulling off his t-shirt whilst pushing his arousal against Tetsu's stomach at the time which was odds with his innocent expression.
“It's OK, I want you too.” Tetsu promised.
“But... I'm meant to be showing Megumi she can trust me.” Hyde complained.
“Shhh.” Tetsu scolded kissing Hyde again before moving his hand over Hyde's erection and stroking the length gently through his clothes, he could feel it's length and size and could trace the edges easily making Hyde shiver in delight, his body had been taken from him by the drugs and it seemed his mind was gone to the alcohol because now he couldn't protest only moan in delight.
“Oh Tetsu.” Hyde moaned. “I need... I don't know, something.”
“Lay back, I know what you need.” Tetsu reassured Hyde who willingly lay down on the sofa using his blanket from before as a pillow not sure what was wrong with him but trusting Tetsu completely. He wanted sex, that's what he needed but he only realised as Tetsu pulled away his clothes and began sucking his erection with the confidence and skill off a man who had done such things plenty of times before.
“You're sucking me off.” Hyde muttered laughing like an idiot for a moment before letting his body enjoy the others touch, he'd forgotten why this was wrong now, why he thought it was strange. His body felt like it was on fire but in a good way, like he was been warmed from the inside out and without realising it moans and cries of Tetsu's name spilled from his lips in an endless torrent of pleasure. Part of him didn't even realise what he was doing but the rest of him all agreed that this was amazing and should continue until it lead him all the way to his very own natural high. Hyde could feel it approaching now and embraced it coming hard without knowledge of the event past the fact that he had finally found the bliss he had craved.
“Come on baby, it's my turn now.” Tetsu encouraged and without resistance Hyde allowed himself to be rolled over automatically moving his hips up the second he felt Tetsu's finger teasing his entrance. “Do you like that? Do you enjoy having a man pushing inside here making you moan?”
“Oh please, yes!” Hyde cried out excited, it'd been so long and he was so horny, there was nothing he had ever wanted that matched his craving for Tetsu right now and he eagerly awaited whatever the bassist had planned next.
Knowing this would happen Tetsu was prepared and with a triumphant smile he retrieved the lube from his pocket and poured it straight over Hyde's hole enjoying the sight before him before he slid a finger through the lube and into Hyde's body that was quivering in excitement. Even without drugs Tetsu suspected Hyde would be keen now, he was clearly lacking having male attention to the point his whole body was crying out for it. Unless that was just the drug but Tetsu wanted to believe Hyde would have wanted it sober, if only his conscious and inhibitions hadn't got in the way.
“How does this feel?” Tetsu asked as he slid his finger into Hyde feeling the other bodies give way almost sucking him in.
“Good but not enough.” Hyde admitted grinning as he felt the pressure inside him increase. “Better, oh god yes!” Hyde cried out as Tetsu began to move his fingers slowly inside him stretching him and filling him so perfectly. Once more a stream of moans and words of encouragement escaped his lips until he couldn't wait any longer. “Fuck me Tetsu! Please, stop messing around!”
“I'm not messing around, I'm making sure you enjoy it.” Tetsu scolded though he did as asked and undressed in record time not wanting to keep his impatient friend waiting.
“Tetsu now!” Hyde scolded but Tetsu refused to do anything until he had pulled a ribbed condom over his length knowing this would increase Hyde's pleasure dramatically. He didn't care so much for his own, he was happy enough just being with Hyde, but he wanted the other to enjoy this so much that he would come back, perhaps even if he and Megumi made up. A one time thing was nice but if he could make way for a second that was even better.
Slipping into Hyde's desperate ass Tetsu finally gave into the others demands moving faster and harder than he felt was sensible because the other wanted it that way. Reaching around he began to stroke Hyde's re-hardened length sensing the others pleasure as he did so. Everything was about Hyde tonight which was how both men wanted it.
Finally with a shudder Tetsu came and gently moved away pulling Hyde down with him so that the other sat on his lap holding onto him as he quickly finished the other off smiling as he watched the contortions of pleasure sweep over Hyde. He looked so content but then like a cat he stretched and curled up closer to Tetsu as alcohol caught up with him and he began to feel sleeping.
“Just sleep baby, you know I’ll look after you. Nothing can hurt you while I'm here.” Tetsu promised as he pulled the throw over them both and held onto the vocalist stroking the others hair tenderly. He knew he was the reason for Hyde's inner turmoil but he refused to feel guilty, he would make this right just as long as the vocalist made the right decision and stayed with him. As cruel and ruthless as Tetsu could be when it came to getting his own way he would always love and cherish those who did as he commanded, Hyde in particular he would protect more than any other just as soon as he gave up on his wife.
Title: What Tetsu wants...
Rating: 18
Band: L'Arc En Ciel
Pairings: Tetsu X Hyde, Hyde X Megumi
Warnings: Questionable consent, drug use.
Summary: When Tetsu wants something he always gets it, no matter who gets hurt in the process, and this time his targets are set on Hyde.
With one arm wrapped around Tetsu and the other holding a mic to his mouth Hyde sang the familiar words on autopilot as his heart raced. This had been bad enough during rehearsal but to have to do it in front of thousands of fans? It wasn't like he disliked fan service but surely this was going too far!
As if sensing his nerves Tetsu turned his head slightly just to see what was keeping Hyde back, he was supposed to have grabbed his crotch by now before ripping away his shirt but Hyde seemed nervous, unsure. Tetsu had half expected such a thing to happen but tonight he was determined Hyde would perform the fan service without backing out, unfortunately the vocalist had other ideas and delayed everything through a kiss between a verse and the chorus. Frustrated Tetsu forced his tongue into Hyde's mouth making it clear to both audience and vocalist that tonight he meant business. Mouthing a warning at the other to get his act together he saw the fight fade from Hyde's eyes and with a shaking hand he began to feel Tetsu up letting his hand wander down over Tetsu's crotch as if he really might want to have sex with him right here on stage. Then as expected off him Hyde grabbed the sides of Tetsu's shirt ripping it open before feeling him up again glad the hard part was over, now he just had to tease Tetsu so the crowd could see the bassist wanted it too before skipping back to the safety of the middle of the stage where he could enjoy the rest of the live knowing the worst was over. It wasn't that he hated performing fan service, just that he wished they could keep it simple. Hugs and perhaps a quick kiss, there was no need to practically rape each other on stage, though he was sure if he made such protests to his friend Gackt the other would tell him differently. Gackt was all about keeping his fans happy in any means possible and Hyde was starting too worry that Tetsu was beginning to read from the same page. Perhaps it hadn't been a good idea too introduce the pair after all but Hyde had foolishly wanted all his friends to know each other and perhaps become friends too.
Tetsu smirked to himself as he went to shower pleased with what he had accomplished, to him it was far beyond fan service and their performance was just the beginning of his plans to steal Hyde away from Megumi. He had to be careful though, remain the seemingly nice man that everyone thought he was, but he knew he could do it. Had he not got Ken kicked out of university and left him with no other option to join the band? That was probably his greatest accomplishment so far because as far as anyone knew all he'd done was offer the guitarist a chance when he had no other options and given him a place to stay and food because his parents were that mad at him. He was a master manipulator and had the patience of a saint when it came to executing his plans.
Today he was simply making her begin to doubt so he made up an excuse of needing to make a phone call before leaving the band alone together before going to stand in an adjacent room with phone held to his ear in case anyone might come out and wonder what he was doing. He waited patiently and when Megumi appeared in the hallway he hid further in the darkness hoping she wouldn't see him and ruin his plan, it all counted on his lack of knowledge that she was even here.
The text inviting her had come from Hyde's phone and had long since been deleted, as far as Megumi knew one of his band mates, or work colleagues, had invited her here to surprise her husband but without a name to the text she'd have no idea who sent it. The original message had off course been deleted from Hyde's phone as to not ruin the surprise.
Waiting just a few minutes longer Tetsu put his phone away and pushed open the dressing room door with a big grin on his face ready to put on the show off his life.
“Hyde baby, have you seen my....” Tetsu asked before he went silent as if seeing Megumi for the first time. He smiled at her deliberately appearing a bit nervous before turning back to Hyde to finish his question knowing that the band would assume he was messing about but Megumi wouldn't be so sure, especially after the mysterious warning she had received a few days ago suggesting that Hyde was cheating on her with him.
Tetsu could almost literally see the doubts running through Megumi's mind but then she smiled and relaxed clearly trusting her husband, well that was alright Tetsu wasn't ready for a complete break up just yet he was merely sowing the seed of doubt that would slowly begin to consume Megumi as she gradually found more and more evidence to support her fears until she would eventually conclude Hyde really was cheating on her. Tetsu almost felt sorry for the couple but not enough to stop, he wanted the vocalist to himself and he would get him no matter what the cost.
Just over a week later Hyde was returning home relieved that the tour was finally over and he could finally enjoy a couple of days to relax and recover. He loved music and touring but sometimes you just needed time to yourself or better yet, with your loving wife who had promised to be home.
“Megumi?” Hyde called upstairs smiling as she replied that she was in the bedroom, sure that could only mean only one thing he headed upstairs and pushed open the door shocked to see Megumi glaring down at him as he entered, it sucked to be shorter than everyone sometimes. “Mei-chan, what's wrong?”
“Where have you been today?” she asked in such a tone that it made it clear she knew where she thought he had been but wanted him to admit it.
“I told you there might be a party after the tour, you were invited you know.” Hyde replied desperately hoping he had invited her, no he was sure he had because he distinctly remembered her saying she wasn't in the mood and was going to stay home with their son.
“I know I was invited. Where else have you been?” Megumi asked glancing at her watch quickly working out Hyde had probably only been partying for an hour before coming home to her, it was sweet but she was too wound up to notice tonight.
“Work.” Hyde replied. “You know that.”
“What about at lunch time?” Megumi demanded.
“Eating lunch?” Hyde replied.
“Then tell me, if you've been out all day who's been in our bed?” Megumi demanded and then to Hyde's complete shock she picked up a brown hair that belonged to neither of them. “Who's hair is this Hyde?”
“I don't know, it kind of looks like Tetsu's.” Hyde admitted taking it off her and frowning. “Perhaps it got on my clothes or something. You can't really think I came home with Tetsu and got in our bed and.... oh god you think I cheated!”
“Didn't you?” Megumi asked frowning, she'd been so sure before but Hyde looked so lost and confused right now, he always had been terrible at lying to her but all she could see was honest confusion.
“Off course I didn't, I’d never hurt you like that.” Hyde reassured Megumi pulling her close relieved when she accepted his embrace.
“I'm sorry, it's just the bed...” Megumi worried. “It wasn't like I make it.”
“Well perhaps it wasn't made right, or someone else has been in here.” Hyde replied frowning as he pulled open the drawer where he kept his jewellery and beginning to check nothing was gone.
“Forget it, perhaps I just didn't make it properly this morning.” Megumi replied. “I jumped to conclusions, I know you miss being with a man sometimes.”
“Sometimes but we found a solution to that didn't we.” Hyde replied turning to smile at Megumi. “You know it is the last day of my tour and you accused me off cheating....”
“Pick the toy.” Megumi replied with a relieved smile, Hyde wasn't cheating on her and she felt bad for even thinking such things.
“Is something bothering you?” Tetsu asked as Hyde sank into a chair looking like he'd just failed an exam or lost all his money, it was starting to become a regular occurrence and Tetsu could only hope it was due to his interfering in Hyde's relationship.
“It's Megumi, she won't stop accusing me of cheating.” Hyde complained. “And here's the worst part, the evidence against me is starting to mount up even though I haven't done anything!”
“What kind of evidence?” Tetsu asked so perfectly honest and caring that nobody would ever guess he had been involved.
“Things like she found all the messages on my phone deleted, same with my e-mails and internet history.” Hyde replied. “I didn't delete any off them though, I swear she's setting me up. She's obsessed with the idea that I'm cheating on her with you, it's like she's trying to make me confess to an affair she's already decided I’ve had.”
“Me?” Tetsu asked startled.
“Yeah, perhaps that fan service on our tour was a little too realistic?” Hyde admitted. “It all started around the time she watched us perform together.”
“I'm sorry, I never would have made you go so far if I thought she would act like this.” Tetsu apologised as he wrapped a supportive arm around Hyde's shoulders.
“Perhaps you shouldn't hold me.” Hyde commented though he made no move to pull away.
“You're upset and need your friend.” Tetsu scolded. “I don't know what to say to make things better but I can support you. It's not like Megumi is being entirely irrational you know, you mean a lot to me and she must be able to see that.”
“Perhaps.” Hyde replied. “I just don't know what to do. How can I get her to trust me?”
“Make her a romantic meal?” Tetsu suggested. “Show her how much she means to you and tell her how much her accusations are hurting you. If it gets too much you can come stay with me you know, it might make things worse but you're my friend so I have to offer.”
“Thanks Tetsu.” Hyde replied with a genuine smile of gratitude which Tetsu returned before placing a kiss on Hyde's cheek and then, as if unable to control himself, he gave Hyde a quick kiss on the lips.
“Sorry, I should go.” Tetsu apologised.
“No, stay just hold me.” Hyde begged. “I feel so miserable right now and you're the only one who I can trust will listen and not judge.”
“Hyde, you know I like you.” Tetsu commented. “A little too much, Megumi can see it and I think I should let you know.... my feelings are more than just friendship.”
“Well the way things are going I'm not going to have a wife much longer.” Hyde replied with a sigh. “Perhaps it might pay off for you to wait?”
“Perhaps, but what kind of friend would I be if I wanted your marriage to end?” Tetsu replied. “I'm going to go, before someone walks in and gets the wrong idea.”
“Everyone just sucks so bad right now.” Hyde replied with a sigh. “I can't be alone with anyone any more without worrying about her getting suspicious.”
“You could be with her?” Tetsu suggested.
“Kept on a leash.” Hyde muttered. “Maybe I should just break up with her? I can't keep living like this. Maybe if we separate and she sees nothing happens she'll forgive me and ask for me to come back?”
“Hyde I can't help you, I'm too involved.” Tetsu apologised. “Yukihiro will be here soon, I'm going to get a drink or something.”
“Fine, don't let me stop you.” Hyde replied as he picked up his phone and checked that Megumi hadn't sent any messages, she seemed to want to know where he was all the time now and it was getting just a little bit too much.
Tetsu grinned like a madman as he picked up the newspaper and saw he had made the front page, it's paid off to hire a photographer to get pictures of the kiss as now even the tabloids thought he and Hyde were in a relationship. It was just a matter of time before Hyde turned up crying at his door and he busied himself getting ready for Hyde's arrival. Everything had been carefully planned so that the timing of Hyde's relationship breakdown would correspond perfectly with his close friends been out of town, all but Tetsu. It hadn't been too hard too arrange as there were few men Hyde would trust to see him at his worst.
“Damn it!” Tetsu swore as he picked up a magazine with Gackt on the cover, how had he overlooked him? Perhaps because Hyde didn't see him much and he barely knew the other, would Hyde go there instead of here? Was Gackt even in town? Tetsu would be devastated if his hard work had all been in vain, it wasn't nice to see Hyde like this either but it had to be done. He had to have Hyde regardless of the cost, it was just the kind of man he was.
The door bell rang and breathing a sigh of relief Tetsu opened the door putting on an expectant worried expression as if he knew, which he did, and felt bad that Hyde had broken up with Megumi. Wordlessly Hyde held up the paper with the pictures before falling into Tetsu's arms crying.
“Oh honey.” Tetsu whispered stroking Hyde's hair with one hand as he pushed the door shut with his foot. “If I’d have known the paparazzi were there...”
“It's not your fault, it's not the paparazzi's fault and you know what? It's not even my fault.” Hyde replied stubbornly. “I'm a musician, fan service is in our job description so we act closer than most men should but Megumi knew all that when she married me. She's been irrational and crazy for weeks now and I’ve just had enough. I ended this, told her I’ll wait for her to make up her mind if she can trust me or not but why do I feel so bad?”
“Because you love her.” Tetsu responded admitting it to himself more than anything, Hyde did love Megumi but that didn't mean he couldn't get what he wanted tonight. “Let's go into the lounge where we can drink beer and talk or drink beer and watch a film, whatever you want to do but beer must be involved.”
“Got anything stronger?” Hyde asked hopefully as he obediently followed Tetsu into the lounge and sunk into Tetsu's soft sofa pulling the throw over himself like a child with a security blanket. He felt miserable, like his life had come to an end which in a way it had, but Tetsu could at least help him forget.
Even drunk off his head Hyde wasn't responding to Tetsu's touches the way the bassist had wanted, he'd kiss him back for a moment before pulling back shaking and he'd have to start all over again with gentle touches and kind words. Hyde was deeper in love than Tetsu had expected, but not greater than he had prepared for.
“Another whiskey?” Tetsu offered and Hyde nodded eagerly, turning his attention back on the TV where a action film was playing though he couldn't even follow the plot. Right now the hero was, for some reason, fighting a pack off wolves with a shovel which was entertaining enough to keep Hyde occupied. He didn't look back once when Tetsu was preparing the drinks and so when he accepted the drink he had no idea that it was spiked with a drug designed to increase his hormone levels and turn him into a wanton whore. It was a cruel tactic and one Tetsu had tried to avoid but Hyde was just being so annoyingly stubborn.
Sitting back Tetsu watched the film leaving the drug time to take effect but when Hyde hadn't made a move twenty minutes later he had to check, glancing over it was clear Hyde was fighting off his own hormones and with a pleased smile Tetsu bent over to kiss his vocalist delighted when Hyde kissed him back desperately and straddled his lap having lost the limited self control that had kept him from making the first move.
“I'm sorry.” Hyde muttered as he began to giggle. “I just can't help myself, I think the whiskey has gone to my brain.”
“Don't apologise kiss me.” Tetsu ordered and eagerly Hyde obeyed pressing his already aroused body against Tetsu as he did so, he was like a man possessed but that was fine, Tetsu loved the demon that was possessing the other and eagerly accepted Hyde's over familiar touches and the desperate caress of his lips.
“I need you so bad.” Hyde admitted looking almost shy though he was busy pulling off his t-shirt whilst pushing his arousal against Tetsu's stomach at the time which was odds with his innocent expression.
“It's OK, I want you too.” Tetsu promised.
“But... I'm meant to be showing Megumi she can trust me.” Hyde complained.
“Shhh.” Tetsu scolded kissing Hyde again before moving his hand over Hyde's erection and stroking the length gently through his clothes, he could feel it's length and size and could trace the edges easily making Hyde shiver in delight, his body had been taken from him by the drugs and it seemed his mind was gone to the alcohol because now he couldn't protest only moan in delight.
“Oh Tetsu.” Hyde moaned. “I need... I don't know, something.”
“Lay back, I know what you need.” Tetsu reassured Hyde who willingly lay down on the sofa using his blanket from before as a pillow not sure what was wrong with him but trusting Tetsu completely. He wanted sex, that's what he needed but he only realised as Tetsu pulled away his clothes and began sucking his erection with the confidence and skill off a man who had done such things plenty of times before.
“You're sucking me off.” Hyde muttered laughing like an idiot for a moment before letting his body enjoy the others touch, he'd forgotten why this was wrong now, why he thought it was strange. His body felt like it was on fire but in a good way, like he was been warmed from the inside out and without realising it moans and cries of Tetsu's name spilled from his lips in an endless torrent of pleasure. Part of him didn't even realise what he was doing but the rest of him all agreed that this was amazing and should continue until it lead him all the way to his very own natural high. Hyde could feel it approaching now and embraced it coming hard without knowledge of the event past the fact that he had finally found the bliss he had craved.
“Come on baby, it's my turn now.” Tetsu encouraged and without resistance Hyde allowed himself to be rolled over automatically moving his hips up the second he felt Tetsu's finger teasing his entrance. “Do you like that? Do you enjoy having a man pushing inside here making you moan?”
“Oh please, yes!” Hyde cried out excited, it'd been so long and he was so horny, there was nothing he had ever wanted that matched his craving for Tetsu right now and he eagerly awaited whatever the bassist had planned next.
Knowing this would happen Tetsu was prepared and with a triumphant smile he retrieved the lube from his pocket and poured it straight over Hyde's hole enjoying the sight before him before he slid a finger through the lube and into Hyde's body that was quivering in excitement. Even without drugs Tetsu suspected Hyde would be keen now, he was clearly lacking having male attention to the point his whole body was crying out for it. Unless that was just the drug but Tetsu wanted to believe Hyde would have wanted it sober, if only his conscious and inhibitions hadn't got in the way.
“How does this feel?” Tetsu asked as he slid his finger into Hyde feeling the other bodies give way almost sucking him in.
“Good but not enough.” Hyde admitted grinning as he felt the pressure inside him increase. “Better, oh god yes!” Hyde cried out as Tetsu began to move his fingers slowly inside him stretching him and filling him so perfectly. Once more a stream of moans and words of encouragement escaped his lips until he couldn't wait any longer. “Fuck me Tetsu! Please, stop messing around!”
“I'm not messing around, I'm making sure you enjoy it.” Tetsu scolded though he did as asked and undressed in record time not wanting to keep his impatient friend waiting.
“Tetsu now!” Hyde scolded but Tetsu refused to do anything until he had pulled a ribbed condom over his length knowing this would increase Hyde's pleasure dramatically. He didn't care so much for his own, he was happy enough just being with Hyde, but he wanted the other to enjoy this so much that he would come back, perhaps even if he and Megumi made up. A one time thing was nice but if he could make way for a second that was even better.
Slipping into Hyde's desperate ass Tetsu finally gave into the others demands moving faster and harder than he felt was sensible because the other wanted it that way. Reaching around he began to stroke Hyde's re-hardened length sensing the others pleasure as he did so. Everything was about Hyde tonight which was how both men wanted it.
Finally with a shudder Tetsu came and gently moved away pulling Hyde down with him so that the other sat on his lap holding onto him as he quickly finished the other off smiling as he watched the contortions of pleasure sweep over Hyde. He looked so content but then like a cat he stretched and curled up closer to Tetsu as alcohol caught up with him and he began to feel sleeping.
“Just sleep baby, you know I’ll look after you. Nothing can hurt you while I'm here.” Tetsu promised as he pulled the throw over them both and held onto the vocalist stroking the others hair tenderly. He knew he was the reason for Hyde's inner turmoil but he refused to feel guilty, he would make this right just as long as the vocalist made the right decision and stayed with him. As cruel and ruthless as Tetsu could be when it came to getting his own way he would always love and cherish those who did as he commanded, Hyde in particular he would protect more than any other just as soon as he gave up on his wife.