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Title: Pieces
Rating: 18
Bands: Sugizo, Miyavi as well as various others.
Pairing: Sugizo x Miyavi
Summary: What do you do when your life falls apart around you and there is nothing left but broken pieces of what was? How do you rebuild when the pieces left behind no longer create the picture from before? Will the pieces that remain ever become anything of significance? You have to hope that the pieces can become a new whole because otherwise there would be no reason to go on but who said you had to reassemble your life alone?
Previous Chapters
Chapter Twenty Two
Miyavi couldn't actually remember the last time he'd been truly alone but that was exactly how he found himself one Wednesday morning just over a week after his house warming party. He had to work that Saturday and had booked the Wednesday off in hopes to spend it with Sugizo but unfortunately the other had an emergency appointment at the last minute and ended up working instead. He probably should have been more disappointed than he was. but he had so longed for some peace that he couldn't help feel like it was a blessing.
The morning he spent taking his children to school, buying grocery's and doing some general jobs around the house, the whole time him mind on the real reason he had wanted this chance to be alone. He had followed Maya's suggestion and bought a dildo but it still remained in it's box hidden on a high shelf where it wouldn't be accidentally discovered by his children. It taunted him, begged him to play and now he could finally give in and have a little fun.
Chores done Miyavi slipped into his bedroom shutting the door behind him out of habit and stripped before getting his supplies. He wasn't unfamiliar with masturbation but this would be the first time he'd done it with toys and that made it rather exciting, especially as it was something he had wanted to do so many times before but never had the courage to try it when married to Melody scared she might find the dildo. The risk was still there that Sugizo might find the toy but he didn't really mind admitting this secret to his lover who already knew how he liked to have sex. Perhaps he'd even tell Sugizo, it'd be interested if together they could achieve that elicit orgasm Maya had described.
Once he had everything together Miyavi turned on his laptop and opened up the website he had found Sugizo's porn film on kind of wishing he'd kept the disk which was a much better quality. He felt that familiar guilt when he started up the film as the thought crossed his mind that Sugizo didn't want him to see this but it was too late now. He'd watched this film a ton of times and it wasn't like Sugizo would care just how turned on Miyavi was by his naked body. As the film started and Sugizo entered the shop Miyavi began to prepare himself finding it a little awkward but possible and with a groan settled back for a good time.
The film started with the girl begging Sugizo not to rob her shop, with plenty shots up her skirt and down her top to tease the viewer. After a few minutes of conversation it was agreed that she'd give her body in exchange to protect her merchandise and starting to pay attention Miyavi watched Sugizo strip the girl and begin to feel her up judging her worth before accepting the offer. It was a terrible film in many ways but Miyavi watched eagerly waiting for the point when Sugizo stripped naked, knowing this was where it got exciting.
The girl knelt down and took Sugizo erection in her mouth staring up at him with innocent eyes as she tried to please the robber but it wasn't her that Miyavi was interested in, it was the luck of pleasure on Sugizo's face as he stared down at her grabbing her hair and forcing more of his length into her mouth. Taking this as a cue Miyavi began to stroke his length watching as the girl sucked wondering what it felt to be used like this. He'd been in her position off course, but Sugizo had always been gentle with him, he wasn't even sure he could take his throat being fucked in this manner or if he wanted to try but it was sexy watching her especially when the scene heated up and pre-cum and saliva began to coat Sugizo's length. This was all fake, nobody could produce that much sticky liquid but god it looked good.
Slowing his hand Miyavi began to lube up his dildo as Sugizo came over her face and the scene faded out moving onto the girl lying over the counter with legs spread. There was no work up on this scene, no explanation but Miyavi didn't care managing to slip the toy inside him just as Sugizo penetrated the girl.
This was good, really good and he began to play with the toy trying to time his thrusts at Sugizo's pace, his hips moving up craving more of the toy and he was soon moaning softly in much of the same manner as the girl. With half open eyes Miyavi watched Sugizo mixing the footage with his own memories of his lover until he could almost see himself in the video, especially at the point where Sugizo pulled out and reinserted his length into her ass taking her hard and fast until her cries were interrupted with gasps for air.
Of course the bit Sugizo hadn't seen, or the man he played, was how the shop girl had pressed the emergency button and so as he came, dripping cum out of her ass as he pulled out, the police arrived arresting him for armed robbery and sexual assault. With a groan, not even close to finishing, Miyavi leant over to skip the girl thanking the police men through more sex and the third scene where two police men shared a police woman in the station knowing the final scene was the one he was after.
And there he was, the beauty known as Sugizo in a police cell wrists chained from the ceiling and for whatever reason naked. Previously he had been described as dangerous which Miyavi figured was the excuse for this unnecessary bondage but he didn't care as he settled down and watched Sugizo endure his mild S&M scene. It was simple spanking and some teasing but it was sexy to watch and Miyavi began to thrust the toy inside him quickly making up for the lost time when he'd had to fast forward. It was a race to cum now before the film ended but he was holding back enjoying this greatly.
At some point Sugizo escaped his bonds and it was the police woman’s turn to be spanked and then raped in the bed. The scene was brutal in a way but also clearly acted and Miyavi knew Sugizo wasn't actually hurting anyone in this film. With a moan he watched Sugizo rape her thrusting the toy into his ass with one hand, jerking off with the other until he came with a loud moan seconds before Sugizo came too. Feeling sleepy Miyavi watched the film end with shots of a cum covered police woman before fading to black, the toy still in his hand.
“Hey Meev.” Sugizo whispered shaking Miyavi awake, sleepily he looked up smiling at his lover before sitting up in horror. Damn it he'd fallen asleep, the tools of his masturbation still on the bed but at least the computer had gone onto standby and now showed a black screen. He blushed embarrassed before it occurred to him Sugizo shouldn't be here.
“You're working.” Miyavi scolded glancing at the clock relieved it was only two in the afternoon, he hadn't been asleep for long then.
“I finished early, thought I’d surprise you.” Sugizo explained crawling onto the bed and giving Miyavi a kiss. “I wish I could have caught you sooner, looks like you were having fun.”
“I'm taking away your key.” Miyavi complained still embarrassed especially as he saw the way Sugizo looked at the toy on his bed.
“No you're not.” Sugizo replied easily. “How long have you got?”
“A bit, the girls got invited to a friends house for dinner.” Miyavi replied finding himself allowing Sugizo to spread his legs with that tell tail dildo in his hand. He almost went along with it but he stopped feeling naughty, he might as well let Sugizo know the extent of his afternoon activities.
“Sugi, can we make our own video? Or take some photos? I'm sick of watching that same film.” he sulked
“You said you binned that.” Sugizo scolded.
“I did, but I found it online.” Miyavi admitted realising he'd made Sugizo angry. “Sorry I didn't realise you'd be upset...”
“You can watch it.” Sugizo responded. “That doesn't matter. It's the fact everyone else can see it that bothers me. I can't believe I was stupid enough to think a porn film was a good idea.”
“It's done now.” Miyavi tired to calm Sugizo down but the other was annoyed and reluctantly he let Sugizo see the site and helped him find the number to get it removed. There went his favourite masturbation video though now he knew he wouldn't have been able to find enjoyment from it anyway. Sheepishly he tried to clear away the evidence slipping back into his jeans as Sugizo talked to some guy on the phone.
“I'm really sorry.” Miyavi apologised as Sugizo finally hung up though it sounded like the film was getting removed.
“My own stupid fault.” Sugizo snapped before he sighed. “Sorry, I'm really not angry at you.”
“I should have asked or something.” Miyavi said staring down at his hands unable to look at Sugizo when he was so mad.
“Yes you should.” Sugizo agreed. “If you wanted something like that for when your alone why didn't you just ask? I'll happily star in your own private film.”
“Sugi you don't have to...” Miyavi began relieved Sugizo wasn't mad at him but startled by how willing the other was to do this.
“But I want to, really.” Sugizo reassured him. “The thought of you masturbating to images of myself? That's sexy for both of us. Especially now I see you use toys as well, kinky devil.”
“That was the first time.” Miyavi complained.
“My good camera is at home.” Sugizo replied ignoring Miyavi's comment. “But you could film something with your phone for now.”
“What? Right now?” Miyavi demanded and grinning Sugizo began to undress.
“Go on, film this.” He ordered and a little shell shocked Miyavi did as told watching on his phones screen as Sugizo began to pleasure himself fining himself only able to film for a few minutes before he hit stop and crawled back onto the bed desperate to be part of the scene.
“The camera man can't join in.” Sugizo scolded but Miyavi's mouth was already wrapping around his length and then to his utter shock the other managed to deep throat him sucking hard and fast making Sugizo forget what they were supposed to be doing.
Pleased with himself for being able to do this Miyavi's mind was half on the job and half on other things as he wondered what his replacement porn was going to be about, so many choices but he knew he wanted a re-enactment of that first blow-job scene, perfectly prepared to look like a whore on his knees before Sugizo. It wasn't about submitting he realised, it was about claiming your partner and making it clear that you were theirs in every way, just as much as they were yours. Girls could stay in Sugizo's past because Miyavi was determined to be the only one in Sugizo's future, fiercely loyal and protective as he kept this man to himself. The rest of the world would just have to deal with the small fact that Sugizo was his in body, heart and soul.
Rating: 18
Bands: Sugizo, Miyavi as well as various others.
Pairing: Sugizo x Miyavi
Summary: What do you do when your life falls apart around you and there is nothing left but broken pieces of what was? How do you rebuild when the pieces left behind no longer create the picture from before? Will the pieces that remain ever become anything of significance? You have to hope that the pieces can become a new whole because otherwise there would be no reason to go on but who said you had to reassemble your life alone?
Previous Chapters
Chapter Twenty Two
Miyavi couldn't actually remember the last time he'd been truly alone but that was exactly how he found himself one Wednesday morning just over a week after his house warming party. He had to work that Saturday and had booked the Wednesday off in hopes to spend it with Sugizo but unfortunately the other had an emergency appointment at the last minute and ended up working instead. He probably should have been more disappointed than he was. but he had so longed for some peace that he couldn't help feel like it was a blessing.
The morning he spent taking his children to school, buying grocery's and doing some general jobs around the house, the whole time him mind on the real reason he had wanted this chance to be alone. He had followed Maya's suggestion and bought a dildo but it still remained in it's box hidden on a high shelf where it wouldn't be accidentally discovered by his children. It taunted him, begged him to play and now he could finally give in and have a little fun.
Chores done Miyavi slipped into his bedroom shutting the door behind him out of habit and stripped before getting his supplies. He wasn't unfamiliar with masturbation but this would be the first time he'd done it with toys and that made it rather exciting, especially as it was something he had wanted to do so many times before but never had the courage to try it when married to Melody scared she might find the dildo. The risk was still there that Sugizo might find the toy but he didn't really mind admitting this secret to his lover who already knew how he liked to have sex. Perhaps he'd even tell Sugizo, it'd be interested if together they could achieve that elicit orgasm Maya had described.
Once he had everything together Miyavi turned on his laptop and opened up the website he had found Sugizo's porn film on kind of wishing he'd kept the disk which was a much better quality. He felt that familiar guilt when he started up the film as the thought crossed his mind that Sugizo didn't want him to see this but it was too late now. He'd watched this film a ton of times and it wasn't like Sugizo would care just how turned on Miyavi was by his naked body. As the film started and Sugizo entered the shop Miyavi began to prepare himself finding it a little awkward but possible and with a groan settled back for a good time.
The film started with the girl begging Sugizo not to rob her shop, with plenty shots up her skirt and down her top to tease the viewer. After a few minutes of conversation it was agreed that she'd give her body in exchange to protect her merchandise and starting to pay attention Miyavi watched Sugizo strip the girl and begin to feel her up judging her worth before accepting the offer. It was a terrible film in many ways but Miyavi watched eagerly waiting for the point when Sugizo stripped naked, knowing this was where it got exciting.
The girl knelt down and took Sugizo erection in her mouth staring up at him with innocent eyes as she tried to please the robber but it wasn't her that Miyavi was interested in, it was the luck of pleasure on Sugizo's face as he stared down at her grabbing her hair and forcing more of his length into her mouth. Taking this as a cue Miyavi began to stroke his length watching as the girl sucked wondering what it felt to be used like this. He'd been in her position off course, but Sugizo had always been gentle with him, he wasn't even sure he could take his throat being fucked in this manner or if he wanted to try but it was sexy watching her especially when the scene heated up and pre-cum and saliva began to coat Sugizo's length. This was all fake, nobody could produce that much sticky liquid but god it looked good.
Slowing his hand Miyavi began to lube up his dildo as Sugizo came over her face and the scene faded out moving onto the girl lying over the counter with legs spread. There was no work up on this scene, no explanation but Miyavi didn't care managing to slip the toy inside him just as Sugizo penetrated the girl.
This was good, really good and he began to play with the toy trying to time his thrusts at Sugizo's pace, his hips moving up craving more of the toy and he was soon moaning softly in much of the same manner as the girl. With half open eyes Miyavi watched Sugizo mixing the footage with his own memories of his lover until he could almost see himself in the video, especially at the point where Sugizo pulled out and reinserted his length into her ass taking her hard and fast until her cries were interrupted with gasps for air.
Of course the bit Sugizo hadn't seen, or the man he played, was how the shop girl had pressed the emergency button and so as he came, dripping cum out of her ass as he pulled out, the police arrived arresting him for armed robbery and sexual assault. With a groan, not even close to finishing, Miyavi leant over to skip the girl thanking the police men through more sex and the third scene where two police men shared a police woman in the station knowing the final scene was the one he was after.
And there he was, the beauty known as Sugizo in a police cell wrists chained from the ceiling and for whatever reason naked. Previously he had been described as dangerous which Miyavi figured was the excuse for this unnecessary bondage but he didn't care as he settled down and watched Sugizo endure his mild S&M scene. It was simple spanking and some teasing but it was sexy to watch and Miyavi began to thrust the toy inside him quickly making up for the lost time when he'd had to fast forward. It was a race to cum now before the film ended but he was holding back enjoying this greatly.
At some point Sugizo escaped his bonds and it was the police woman’s turn to be spanked and then raped in the bed. The scene was brutal in a way but also clearly acted and Miyavi knew Sugizo wasn't actually hurting anyone in this film. With a moan he watched Sugizo rape her thrusting the toy into his ass with one hand, jerking off with the other until he came with a loud moan seconds before Sugizo came too. Feeling sleepy Miyavi watched the film end with shots of a cum covered police woman before fading to black, the toy still in his hand.
“Hey Meev.” Sugizo whispered shaking Miyavi awake, sleepily he looked up smiling at his lover before sitting up in horror. Damn it he'd fallen asleep, the tools of his masturbation still on the bed but at least the computer had gone onto standby and now showed a black screen. He blushed embarrassed before it occurred to him Sugizo shouldn't be here.
“You're working.” Miyavi scolded glancing at the clock relieved it was only two in the afternoon, he hadn't been asleep for long then.
“I finished early, thought I’d surprise you.” Sugizo explained crawling onto the bed and giving Miyavi a kiss. “I wish I could have caught you sooner, looks like you were having fun.”
“I'm taking away your key.” Miyavi complained still embarrassed especially as he saw the way Sugizo looked at the toy on his bed.
“No you're not.” Sugizo replied easily. “How long have you got?”
“A bit, the girls got invited to a friends house for dinner.” Miyavi replied finding himself allowing Sugizo to spread his legs with that tell tail dildo in his hand. He almost went along with it but he stopped feeling naughty, he might as well let Sugizo know the extent of his afternoon activities.
“Sugi, can we make our own video? Or take some photos? I'm sick of watching that same film.” he sulked
“You said you binned that.” Sugizo scolded.
“I did, but I found it online.” Miyavi admitted realising he'd made Sugizo angry. “Sorry I didn't realise you'd be upset...”
“You can watch it.” Sugizo responded. “That doesn't matter. It's the fact everyone else can see it that bothers me. I can't believe I was stupid enough to think a porn film was a good idea.”
“It's done now.” Miyavi tired to calm Sugizo down but the other was annoyed and reluctantly he let Sugizo see the site and helped him find the number to get it removed. There went his favourite masturbation video though now he knew he wouldn't have been able to find enjoyment from it anyway. Sheepishly he tried to clear away the evidence slipping back into his jeans as Sugizo talked to some guy on the phone.
“I'm really sorry.” Miyavi apologised as Sugizo finally hung up though it sounded like the film was getting removed.
“My own stupid fault.” Sugizo snapped before he sighed. “Sorry, I'm really not angry at you.”
“I should have asked or something.” Miyavi said staring down at his hands unable to look at Sugizo when he was so mad.
“Yes you should.” Sugizo agreed. “If you wanted something like that for when your alone why didn't you just ask? I'll happily star in your own private film.”
“Sugi you don't have to...” Miyavi began relieved Sugizo wasn't mad at him but startled by how willing the other was to do this.
“But I want to, really.” Sugizo reassured him. “The thought of you masturbating to images of myself? That's sexy for both of us. Especially now I see you use toys as well, kinky devil.”
“That was the first time.” Miyavi complained.
“My good camera is at home.” Sugizo replied ignoring Miyavi's comment. “But you could film something with your phone for now.”
“What? Right now?” Miyavi demanded and grinning Sugizo began to undress.
“Go on, film this.” He ordered and a little shell shocked Miyavi did as told watching on his phones screen as Sugizo began to pleasure himself fining himself only able to film for a few minutes before he hit stop and crawled back onto the bed desperate to be part of the scene.
“The camera man can't join in.” Sugizo scolded but Miyavi's mouth was already wrapping around his length and then to his utter shock the other managed to deep throat him sucking hard and fast making Sugizo forget what they were supposed to be doing.
Pleased with himself for being able to do this Miyavi's mind was half on the job and half on other things as he wondered what his replacement porn was going to be about, so many choices but he knew he wanted a re-enactment of that first blow-job scene, perfectly prepared to look like a whore on his knees before Sugizo. It wasn't about submitting he realised, it was about claiming your partner and making it clear that you were theirs in every way, just as much as they were yours. Girls could stay in Sugizo's past because Miyavi was determined to be the only one in Sugizo's future, fiercely loyal and protective as he kept this man to himself. The rest of the world would just have to deal with the small fact that Sugizo was his in body, heart and soul.