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I guess you could call this a drabble. Or the begining of a fic. I'm not really sure what it is just... well I have no idea where I wanted to take this put really wanted to write this scene. I guess it's a snippet of a story that never was.
Title: A dangerous affection
Rating: 12
Band: Gackt, L'Arc En Ciel
Pairing: Gackt X Hyde
Summary: It was supposed to be a nice friendly walk but Gackt had other ideas.
Wandering over to the edge and staring down the cliff to watch the waves crash against the rocks Hyde couldn't help but feel rather small. He wasn't a large man to begin, short in stature and a healthy build he was lighter than almost all his friends, and the ocean was so large stretching out into the horizon and beyond it covered two thirds of the earth's surface leaving him not much more than an insignificant speck of dust on this planet who would last for maybe a hundred years at best which was just a second to the ocean who had existed for millennia.
“You should be careful.” Gackt warned. “The water wants to swallow you whole.”
“Only a tidal wave will reach all the way up here.” Hyde replied unconcerned. “And it's such a nice day I doubt there's one coming.”
“Looks like you need help ocean-san.” Gackt joked attacking Hyde from behind and pushing him down over the wall that protected walkers from the drop on the other side. Laughing Hyde tried to struggle back up but Gackt's grip was firm and unrelenting. “You're so beautiful like this Hai-kun. You're ass sticking out so temptingly.”
“Gackt!” Hyde scolded blushing softly. “You can't say things like that!”
“Remember when you stuck it out for me before?” Gackt whispered so close his lips brushed against Hyde's ear.
“It was a mistake. Please Gackt let me go. What if somebody comes?” Hyde begged wishing that the memory of the one time he cheated on his wife wasn't so good. He felt guilty off course which was bad enough but that night, well it had been his best and he was still undecided if he regretted it or not.
“Nobody will come. We're all alone.” Gackt replied. “As for letting you go. I'm not a nice guy Hyde, when I want something I just take it. You'll enjoy it ne?”
“No Gackt. Let me go!” Hyde begged feeling both excited and scared by Gackt's threat.
“You sure?” Gackt asked as his finger pressed against the loose cloth of Hyde's trousers so deep that it actually brushed against the smaller man's hole.
“I...” Hyde stammered.
“You like this don't you?” Gackt whispered.
“Please stop.” Hyde begged struggling against Gackt's grip and fighting for his freedom. It took just long enough for true panic to set in before Gackt let go and stepped back looking annoyed.
“I'm going back to the hotel.” he announced turning and walking briskly away leaving Hyde to recover from his fright. He really had thought Gackt was going to rape him, he'd seemed so dark and dangerous, but then he should have known better. Gackt wouldn't go that far, if he ever had any doubts then today's experience had erased them. He'd been totally at the younger man's mercy but in the end Gackt had walked away, angry yes but he'd let go off that anger eventually. What really bothered Hyde was the realisation that Gackt hadn't given up on him like he had thought, like Gackt had promised when he had been crying the second it was all over.
No, that was wrong, that wasn't the most concerning thing at all. What was really messed up was just how much he had wanted Gackt to go through with his threat. A guilt free second round, oh how he longed for that!