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Quite by chance the smut scene between Gackt and Kami happens to be Christmas Day XD
Title: 31 Trials from Hell
Rating: 18
This chapter: 18
Main Characters from: Gacktjob, Malice Mizer
Main Pairing: Gackt X Kami
Summary: When his lover dies Gackt will do anything it takes to get him back even if it means following him into the depths of hell.
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Trial 25: Celebration
“We need champagne.” Gackt announced. “Why don't we have champagne?”
“Because you said your special French wine was better.” Kami reminded him bemused at the way Gackt was glaring at his wine rack as if it had personally betrayed him. “You said there was no room for champagne and it was pretentious to buy it.”
“I don't remember that.” Gackt argued.
“Do you remember me telling you that buying wine that cost triple the price of an average bottle of champagne was worse?” Kami asked.
“Vaguely.” Gackt admitted selecting the bottle in question and going to fetch two crystal wine glasses to drink it from.
“Vaguely? We had our first major argument over that wine.” Kami reminded him.
“And that's why I blocked it from my memory.” Gackt realised placing the wine glasses on the kitchen worktop and going back to the wine rack to select a different bottle. “How about this one then? You made me buy it just because there was a butterfly on the label.”
“We don't know if it's nice though. Can't we just go for your favourite?” Kami asked.
“No, we drink that all the time.” Gackt replied frowning as he glared at his wine rack. It had betrayed him, when he needed it most it had failed to give him champagne or a decent wine to drink.
“Well what do you suggest?” Kami asked.
“I don't know.” Gackt replied staring at his wine with an intensity that one might actually wonder why it didn't turn into champagne just to please him.
“We'll drink this one.” Kami announced grabbing a bottle at random hiding the label from Gackt until it was opened and ready to pour.
“That isn't as nice as...” Gackt began but Kami stopped him with an annoyed look and poured two glasses with no regard for Gackt's special way of pouring.
“You've done it all wrong.” he informed Kami taking his glass and the bottle from his lover and leading his lover to the sofa where they quickly settled next to each other knowing they had a lot to talk about.
“Seeing as this is a celebration we need to make a toast.” Kami decided.
“To life.” Gackt suggested lifting his glass. “May we both grow old together.”
“To eternity, may we forever be happy and loyal to Hizaki and You as much as we are too each other.” Kami added and smiling Gackt drank to that before whispering the spell pleased to find the magic still worked.
“Is that your mark?” Kami asked curious.
“Forever branded to You.” Gackt replied holding out his hand so Kami could inspect the glowing mark. “I owe him everything.”
“Hizaki too.” Kami loyally added.
“Yeah and Hyde. In a crazy twisted way Chachamaru too.” Gackt replied with a frown.
“Hey Gackt, can you tell me some stories from your past?” Kami asked.
“You and you're samurai fetish.” Gackt teased. “I bet it made your day to find out I was one.”
“You're so sexy as a samurai.” Kami replied dreamingly. “And it proves me right so what's not to love?”
“Anything to keep you happy.” Gackt agreed catching Kami smiling at him and smiling back.
“Yeah well, there's a whole lifetime of memories that you've never told me. Perhaps learning about your other past will help me understand you better. I know you seem the same but surely such memories have altered you, if only slightly.” Kami explained.
“You know I think they have.” Gackt agreed. “All right I’ll tell you a story, I’ll answer your questions but if you had it your way we'd be here all night.”
“Well Samurai are fascinating.” Kami responded making Gackt laugh.
“Not when you were one, to me they seem quite dull. And there's the first thing these memories have changed about me.” Gackt realised, he had been relatively interested in Japan's history before but now it just felt like his own life.
“I can handle that change, it comes with all sorts of amazing stories.” Kami responded. “They better be amazing.”
“We'll start with the one where I won my favourite horse.” Gackt decided beginning the tale trying to keep it light and entertaining though too him it felt rather nostalgic. He began to wonder what had happened to the people from that time, his friends, his family. Perhaps when he died he could find them? Being a General certainly had it's perks but right now all he could ever want was to be with Kami.
Much later that night when the bottle of wine was long finished they finally retreated to the bedroom both quietly confident about what would happen here. Sure enough when Kami kissed Gackt the others arms wrapped around his waist pulling him closer and he pushed his body against Gackt's forcing him to step back until he fell clumsily onto the bed. Instantly Kami crawled on top of him and pinned his arms down as he kissed Gackt again startled to find his lover shaking.
“Gackt?” Kami worried instantly letting go and sitting up, still straddling Gackt's legs but returning his freedom.
“I'm sorry, I...” Gackt tried to explain but Kami already understood.
“It's because of him isn't it? Because he raped you?” Kami demanded, angry at Közi and not Gackt who was nothing but the victim off a cruel assault.
“You know about that?” Gackt asked surprised.
“I know everything about you.” Kami teased removing his weight from Gackt's legs unsure if his lover even wanted to touch him now. He should have known something was up that night in the gardens but he hadn't been himself and believed Gackt's explanation, never questioning it later on.
“I never wanted you to know. I never wanted this to affect us.” Gackt complained. “But then you pinned me down and it all came back.”
“So what now?” Kami worried. “You know I’d never pressurise you for sex but this isn't right. Maybe we should find a helpline to call in the morning.”
“I'm not that bad, just don't pin me down.” Gackt reassured Kami. “For awhile just let me lead, maybe things will fix themselves?”
“I don't know.” Kami replied doubtfully.
“Stop worrying, it'll cause winkles.” Gackt scolded straddling Kami this time and kissing his forcefully just to prove he wasn't off sex, it's take more than rape to do that. His problem was only in being dominated and given time he was sure he'd be able to let Kami lead again but not now, not tonight. Tonight he just wanted to enjoy his lover and touch every inch of his skin to check it was all the same, exactly as he remembered it.
Clothes scattered quickly and Kami lay back trying to keep his worries at bay. As gentle as he was by nature he could just kill Közi right now for hurting his lover. Not just physically but psychologically as well. How dare he take advantage of Gackt? It just wasn't right! Still even anger couldn't survive for long when Gackt was kissing his stomach so tenderly making him tremble in the anticipation of pleasure.
“Gackt please, I just need to feel you inside me!” Kami begged but Gackt wasn't listening moving down over his thigh and then up onto his aroused length kissing every inch of it in hungry kisses. Gasping Kami clutched the sheets throwing his head back in ecstasy when he felt a finger push inside him. He hadn't even realised Gackt had the lube but he must have because there was no friction as the digit teased him. With a loud moan of Gackt's name Kami realised that for now it didn't matter that he couldn't dominate his lover, there was just so much pleasure in submitting!
A second finger slid inside him like liquid fire burning pleasure into him followed by a third brushing across his prostrate and making him scream out loud in pure joy. Every inch of him needed more and he found himself begging uncontrollably for it.
“You're eager tonight.” Gackt scolded as he pushed his erection into Kami and began moving at a frantic pace just as desperate for sex as his lover. It'd been so long since they had made love like this and their need had been made worse by the fact they usually had a more than healthy sex life. They both loved nothing more than the pleasures of the flesh, though Kami was more discreet about such things.
“I know, just touch me.” Kami got out reaching to stroke himself only to find Gackt's fingers locking into his. They brought him off together, stroking manically until cum shot over their joined hands like a celebration of this union. Seconds later Gackt came too, filling Kami with a loud cry of his name.
“You haven't lost your touch.” Kami whispered a little bit later when he had returned to his favourite position, naked and wrapped in his lovers possessive embrace.
“I have.” Gackt complained. “I can't believe I freaked out before. How can my body not know to trust you?”
“We'll go slow.” Kami promised. “Remember how long it took you to want to submit to me in the first place? We'll just have to start again. I'm patient, I can wait. Though I expected blow jobs whenever and where ever I ask.”
“Don't you always?” Gackt teased.
“Like you don't!” Kami scolded. “You're worse than me! At least my places are private!”
“Sure, the storage cupboard at work is so very private. You know everyone heard every moan.” Gackt scolded.
“The shop was empty.” Kami corrected. “Closed for the night.”
“I meant next door.” Gackt teased.
“Please! How can you compare that to even half the places you're made me suck you off?” Kami demanded.
“Not my fault you're so beautiful.” Gackt defended himself.
“Well I better stay that way because I never want to let you go.” Kami decided getting nothing but agreement from Gackt who swore there was nothing in this world that would ever take the beauty away from him. How could it when Kami's beauty was in his soul?