You call it Apathy, I call it Hopelessness

[vampiregurl]

I'm tired of hurting, I'm tired of lying,
I'm tired of laughing and tired of crying.

I'm tired of hating, I'm tired of caring,
I'm tired of safety and tired of daring.

I'm tired of building, I'm tired of breaking,
I'm tired of giving and tired of taking.

I'm tired of sickness, I'm tired of health,
I'm tired of shortage and tired of wealth.

I'm tired of damming, I'm tired of flowing,
I'm tired of stopping and tired of going.

These once fine lines become messy and blurred,
Where common and normal dance with absurd.

So I'm tired of living, tired of dying...
But most of all I am just tired of trying