HeyLo

Apr 21, 2004 13:39

OK well then. This is what has happened since i've been at school this week. Monday was decent no real probs. I was gettin along great wit everyone. So i'm non the bus home and this chick Danielle is like How is Leo? I say fine i guess.. So then this female Amber is just like I heard about u 2. I said from who? and she leaves it lie that.
Since i'm not a person to have a hissy fit about people sayin i am datin peopl ei really didn't care what people thought. I could give a damn less. The point is no one asked if he was so i didn't say anything. It's none of there business.. Right?
Well, Tuesday afternoon comes and i had just gotten back from the doctors and was waiting for my dad to take me to martial arts. Ha that never happened. Instead i get a text from my friend askin if i had told people i was going out wit Leo.. i said Hell No. No offense but i'm already in some crap where in which i really can't say crap like that. So I'm flippin out. then we find out danielle went to leo and told him i have been saying that for the last 3 months. I haven't been talkin to leo the for 3 months...
Then she says that i said some crap about him wanting to have sex wit me and me not wanting to.. he said um no... and she says yea i thought u had higher standards then that..... He says yea i do... When i heard this i could have cried. then laughed then cried again. Daisy made him eat those words though so what ever.
Why he would believe her is beyond me but i am really upset that he did. And i am kind of hurt by what the man said. I'm at the point where I really got sit down and wonder do i really want a person like him as a friend if he refuses to believe me.
I can't continue to hurt myself in the process of trying to be his friend. Never done it before and i'm not tryin to now. It's like starting from sqaure 1 again. Oh and th arguements that we have been in u know that i've always said sry. and he has said nothing. If that's not a punch in the face.
About Danielle, What can i do? not much i mean She is an idiot for thinking it wouldn't get back to me. But now i see her in her true light. I 'm so confused and hurt.
Then there is Carlos.. Ok i clearly broke up with him... But yet he i guess is still tellin people we go out. and it's not true.. I mean i don't want to scream that we don't and hurt his feelings but i don't and right now i am sewriously glad.
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